Sabrina was disappointing

Met Sabrina today. I picked her up, we came to my place and watched a movie. After the movie we just talked about stuff and of course ended up talking about sex. For example, she asked me whether I like it with lights on or off. I said "on", because sex is a very visual experience to me. Seeing things turns me on.

A little later I gently started kissing her neck and she liked it. We started kissing and embracing each other. We were talking and fooling around all the time so taking off our clothes took quite a while. She is so beautiful. Her breasts are small, but otherwise she has a very good body. Her ass is awesome. And she's self-confident which is very sexy. I could stare at her and she wasn't bothered. She's also an underwear freak, which is more than OK with me ;)

When I got her down to her thong, I moved them to the side a bit and started licking her. She had very little hair down there, nicely trimmed. I also moistened my finger a bit and slided it in her. She was really tight. I was suprised at how tight she was. I wondered will I ever fit myself in there.

So I kept fingering her and licking her at the same time when she asked me to stop because she didn't want to come yet.
"Are you sure you don't want to have your first one now?", I asked
- "Are you sure there's going to be more?"
"I'll do my best"

She liked my answer and so I kept going. After a while she asked me to kiss her so I stopped what I was doing and moved up to kiss her. A little after that I noticed blood on my finger and on the sheets. After quick conversation it turned out that she wasn't on her period. I asked if I had hurt her, but she told me I definately hadn't. The same had happened before, she said. This postponed our intercourse to a later time since she didn't feel comfortable with the idea anymore. But this is not what disappointed me. This is all OK, however unfortunate.

What disappointed me is what happened afterwards. After talking about stuff a bit and me convincing her that all is OK, she started touching my penis with her breasts. I was laying on my back and she was on top of me. It felt nice, but got boring since she just kept on doing it. Then finally she started stroking me, but with a dry hand. It didn't hurt, it did feel ok, but rather plain. All the time I was just waiting for her to take my cock in her mouth.

But she didn't. She was giving me a handjob. I asked her whether she was trying to make me come and she said she was. I said I didn't want to come on my own stomach so she said that I won't have to, that I just need to tell her when I'm going to come. So I thought "Ok, so she's probably going to take the load in her mouth". It took a while for me to get to the edge since a dry handjob isn't exactly the best thing. When I told her I was close she asked me to continue myself and laid herself on her back so I could come on her stomach, which I did.

I've never really understood the whole issue of coming on a girl's breasts or face or anything. I've tried the breasts once and on the ass a few times, but I don't get the special kick out of it that some people do. Same thing with coming on her stomach. I got nothing out of it. Would've been better to come on a piece of paper to save some cleaning. Masturbating with good porn would've probably induced a better orgasm and felt better in many ways.

I just don't get what's with the good-looking girls and their incapability to good sex. Helga is the least good-looking but definately the best lay. Her blowjobs are amazing and during intercourse she is really active and does her own share. She likes anal and is willing to do wild things with me just watching. Our sessions always last hours, cause I just don't want to come since it all feels so good already. She comes a few times.

I really like Sabrina. She's a really nice girl in many ways. I like spending time with her. I want to fuck her, but I don't think she'll be nearly as satisfying as Helga is.

What was good about the experience is that now my status is higher then Sabrina's. She is so good-looking that she could probably have about any guy she wants, so I've always felt like I have to constantly think very carefully what I'm doing so I don't fuck things up and miss my chance. Tonight that changed with her being so unsatisfying. I guess I gained some self-confidence since I'm the one disappointed with her "sexual skills" and not the other way around. Now I can be more relaxed when I'm with her.