Bullets of previous few weeks

Woah, it's been a while. Many exciting things going on in my life and they've kept me away from Blogger very effectively as some of you have noticed. If you leave home at 7 am and get back at 11 pm, you're really not in a mood to start writing about the sex life that you haven't had time for in weeks anyway. Thanks for the comments asking about me, it really writing more pleasant when you know that someone is actually reading. Thanks a lot, you make my day.

As I said, I haven't had sex in weeks. Some of it is due to my schedules, but I still think that most of it is just me. I'm in some sort of a low point, I suppose. I'm horny alright, no problem there, it just seems that currently there's no one around worth fucking.

Anyway, I have several things to tell you about so I'm going to keep them short and unorganized. Feel free to ask more if I leave something hanging. There's going to be a lot of names. If you can't remember the stories behind the names, remember that there's the search functionality that you can use to study up.

• I found a new girl through the Internet. I've met her twice now. She's a daddy's girl, in the bad sense, and she's not even especially hot. Nothing's probably going to come out of this.

• I got a message Anne one morning saying "I want to fuck you". Anyway, since she's still dating we've been only flirting and making each other's blood rush with small touches. There's so much sexual energy between us sometimes that it's excruciating that my cock isn't already in her mouth.

• A married mother of two begged me to fuck her. Normally, I probably would've, but since she's a friend of a friend and I see her and her husband every now and then in social situations I refused. I also managed to do it so that she still has at least a thread of dignity. The funny thing here is that I've been thinking about the moral of this quite a lot and even though I wouldn't fuck her, I'd probably let her blow me if she promised that she would leave it at that. Makes absolutely no sense, I know.
  

• Lisa and I have had difficulties in defining our relationship. It's caused a lot of tension between us. I'm very unclear about my own goals with her. I'm not sure if I want to be her friend, fuck her or marry her. I guess it's just that I'd want to put her on her knees in front of me. As I've said before: I hate it that I can't have her. If I could, I probably wouldn't be interested.

• Jenni (my ex-girlfriend, ATM) and I have been warming things up. At least a bit. I'm not sure if that's a good thing. I sort of miss her, but then again sometimes she really pisses me off. I want to fuck her, but then again I remember how frustrating our sex life used to be sometimes.

• Jonna and I met at a party. I told her to go to the bathroom and bring me her panties. The little slut did as told. However, she refused to come to my place afterwards, because she wanted something more than sex and I told her that that's all I have to offer. Afterwards, she's been sending me text messages about how horny she is and asking me when we can meet. Mixed feelings about her. I like treating her bad, but there's just no spark.

• The russian girl I met in the end of last summer was visiting Finland again. She was with a friend so we couldn't have sex. Not exactly sure would I have wanted to. A blowjob would've been nice though.

• Evita and I had sex a few weeks ago. Even though it's not the best sex in the world, it's great when it's so care-free. I don't give a fuck about her and she doesn't give a fuck about me. I ask her how she's been, I spank her, I admire her beautiful rosebud and bald pussy, I fuck her and then she leaves. There's nothing awkward, there's no expectations, there's just two horny people masturbating on another person. She's my flashlight vagina.

A lot of small things, but nothing really special. Sort of interesting, sort of boring. I'm hoping this is the calm before the storm. The storm just better like it up the ass.

I'll try to make some time so I could write a second time still during this week. Thanks again for the comments and thanks for reading!