Best sex experience?

I did find the time to write to you before the trip.

I've been thinking about what Laura said when we had sex early Tuesday morning. She said I'd given her the best sexual pleasure in her life. I can't remember what I replied because I was so drunk, but I guess I didn't say anything stupid since I didn't get slapped.

Today I started thinking, is she the best fuck I've had? I do remember a lot of good times, most of them involving me fucking her in the ass (suprise, suprise;). I've masturbated to the porn pictures and videos I took of her numerous times since we broke up and thought about the good times we had. I also tried a variety of new stuff with her. Is she the best fuck I've had? So far I thought so, but now I'm beginning to think she's not.

It's her lack of imagination that takes her points down. It was always me wanting to try out new things and me pushing her over her limits. I don't remember a single time when she brought something new into our sex life that I hadn't in some way induced. All she did was hold back. That sucks.

Helga was so different. I'm not saying she's my best fuck, but she was a lot more open than Laura was or is. For example, Laura probably wouldn't have sucked my cock while waiting for a taxi. And if she had, I would've had to persuade her to do so. Helga just did it. I can't think of a time when sex would have been absolutely perfect, but Helga and I were close once.

I really can't say with whom I've had the best sex. I probably can't even remember all the experiences I've had. All I can say is that even though so far I had thought it was Laura, it might not be so.