In need of Viagra?

I met Julia last night. We talked about our relationship and hopefully things are clear now. Neither of us want to date at the moment so were just going to stay as fuck buddies who also like each other's company.

After the conversation we started playing around a bit. I was feeling really tired and not up for it, but thought that I'll get in to the mood soon. This time her panties were not of grandma-style. She had a pink thong on.

I had been to work all day and was feeling somewhat sweaty so I said I wanna take a quick shower. I told you about my "hygiene fetish" a little earlier.

When I got back we started fooling around and eventually we were both naked and foreplaying. When I got to her pussy I wondered why she hadn't come to the shower with me. It wasn't as bad as it was with Laura earlier, but it was discomfortable. I bet a lot of guys know the feeling when it takes the first few minutes to sort of lick the bad taste off. Not nice.

After that she sucked my cock. This time her technique was more off than last time. She squeezed my balls rather hard which didn't feel good. She kept at it for quite a while until I pulled her up.

We kissed and cuddled for a while. For some reason it felt like her breath also smelled funny. I suggested I go get a condom. Well. I couldn't fucking find one. I spent like 5 minutes looking. Usually I keep them at one certain place, but this time there was nothing there even though I knew I had like 8 or 9 condoms left. Well, I did have a spare one of another brand that I don't especially like, but can use in case of emergency.

Once I found the condom my hard-on was gone. No suprise though since it took that long to find a condom, I wasn't feeling especially horny, and there was nothing especially sexy about the foreplay.

I fingered her and meanwhile stroked myself to get it back. It didn't happen. After a while she noticed that I might be in need of some help so she started sucking my cock. Life was coming back to it, but then she started with the ball-squeezing again. It hurt and so for the first time in my life I lost a hard-on while getting a blowjob.

I told her that it isn't going to happen tonight. She asked me what was wrong. I told her I'm just really tired. It seems she knew there was something wrong with her technique since she asked about it. I told her what she did wrong. She was pleased that I told her.

I asked if there was something where I could improve. She told me it's hard to say cause I am really good. Well, that sounded nice. But sometimes I push my finger in too deep and that I use my tongue a bit too roughly. Well, since she was still feeling really horny I fingered and licked her in to an orgasm, applying the things I had just learned.

Ok, so it wasn't the a completely useless experience. Didn't get much pleasure from it, but at least I learned something.

It's just funny how always when you lose a hard on you start think about impotence. There was a lot of stuff that was just plain wrong about the situation, but still I can't help wondering if I'll lose my sexual abilities already when I'm 40 or something.

PS. I found something funny, which also may have a seed of truth in it.