Sunday, March 26, 2006

A more detailed explanation of sex with Evita

An anonymous person calling herself "woman from Helsinki" commented on my last post and I promised her that I'd write about my next sexual encounter with more attention on my own actions. As I think about it, this is not the best encounter to write about in such a fashion since Evita likes it when I treat her bad. But I'm going to do it anyway. Just bear in mind the context. It's not suppose to be affectionate love making all the time. Here goes nothing.

Evita came to my place on Friday night. I was dead tired after a hell of a day and I was thinking it might be better if we just slept. We took off our clothes and went under the covers.

Naturally, I coulnd't keep my hands off of her. I pulled her near and we started kissing. I ran my hands down her back and caressed her butt. We turned around and she got on top of me. We both had our underwear on, but we were simulating the act of sex. I grabbed her hair and I pulled on it. She started panting. We kissed and rubbed for a while.

I pushed her head down. She took of my boxer shorts and started sucking my cock. Again, her teeth hurt every now and then and no synchronization between the hands and the mouth. I held had my hand in her hair. She kept sucking for quite a while and I was wondering will she ever tire, so I pulled her up.

She laid beside me. I put my hand in her panties and found her pussy completely wet already. I rubbed it, but I didn't put a finger in. I kissed her and she breathed heavily. I had my middle finger on her vaginal opening and I teased her for a while until I pushed it in. She let out a loud moan. I finger-fucked her for a while.

I turned her around. She was on her stomach and I was behind her, between her legs. I moved her panties aside a bit and continued finger-fucking her. With my other hand I smacked her ass every now and then. I kissed and licked her asshole.

I took off her panties and turned her over again. I started licking her pussy. I circled her thigh with my hand and put my fingers on her pubic bone. I pulled the skin towards the stomach a bit to get better access to the clit. I ran my tongue around and over her clit. I licked it up and down and occasionally caressed it with my lips. I put the middle finger of my free hand in my mouth to moisten it and then finger-fucked her while licking.

I wanted to get to her asshole so I lifted her ass up. She was on the bed on her shoulders, bottom in the air. This way I could lick her pussy and her ass and I did. I licked her asshole wet and fingered it too. While licking her I pulled on her hair.

I'd thought about choking her a few times before, but this was the first time I did it. Well, I didn't really choke her, I just had my hand on her throat. She panted even more. I squeezed her nipples and groped her breasts rather violently.

I put her ass back on the bed and lifted her in to a sitting position by the hair. I was on my knees in front of her and I made her suck my cock again. Then we moved back it to the shoulder-position. I just love it. It looks so hot. I licked her holes some more.

I told her to get on all fours. I fingered her. I told her to spread her ass cheeks for me. What a perfect sight. Her head down, ass up and spread wide. I licked her ass completely wet again and then fingered her both holes at the same time.

I told her to turn around and I put on a condom. I pushed her knees towards her shoulders to make my entry easier. Once I had my cock inside her I laid on top of her and grabbed her hair. I pulled on it as I fucked her. She had her hands on my thighs and her nails were digging in to my flesh.

Again I told her to get on all fours and I fucked her from behind. I smacked her ass as I pounded. I pulled her head back by the hair. I groped her breasts.

I put some pillows under her and told her to lay down. This way I could still fuck her from behind, but at the same time I could push her head on to the bed. Her asshole looked very enticing, but it wasn't the right time to start talking about fucking it.

I turned her around and entered her again. She clawed my thighs so painfully I was having a hard time concentrating on the essentials. Cumming wasn't easy either because of the pain. Still, I didn't want to tell her to ease off. It hurt like hell, but on some level it was definately worth it. When nearing an orgasm I put my hand on her throat again. I came.

I still hate it that I don't notice Evita's orgasms. I've asked her about it and she says she's always had several during an act. Normally it's easy to notice a girl's orgasm.

This was written pretty hastily, but maybe hopefully this gives out at least a bit clearer image of my actions. Comments and pointers are much appreciated. ;)

I'll be out of town for the next 9 days or so and I probably won't be able to post during that time so don't think I've forgotten about you, dear readers, I haven't.

8 Comments:

At 3:40 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Something still is not quite right. Maybe it is the fact that you seem not to take any pleasure in pleasing her, you seem to do it mainly because it is the thing to do, but not because it excites you.

Anyway, I do not think you should change your style of writing because of feedback, I've quite enjoyed your blog so far. Nevertheless, your earlier posts were much more full of joy and warmth, and I am so so sure I like the cold turn you seen to have taken. Afterall, sex is supposed to be a happy matter!

 
At 5:08 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Honestly, maybe she just doesn't come. and that´s why you don´t notice her orgasms. That would seem like the most plausible explanation. I don´t mean to imply that you were a bad lover. Having an orgasm just isn´t easy for a great number of women and for young ones even more so. Perhaps she just doesn´t want to andmit it to you in fear of it sounding like an accusation or someting. To say that she always comes several times during a session even though you can´t ever FEEL A THING, seems to me like a silly and exagerrated lie from a young girl.

 
At 3:42 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi,

I totally agree with Laura. In your writing you seem to have no pleasure what you are doing. That is what we wanted to know, I'm sorry if my post was unclear. Whether it is pure lust and horniness or love, it is a feeling. Lust is a feeling, and without that sex is not good. ( at least for me). There is a sense of coldness in the way you write, everything is mechanical. Another thing I noticed is that you seem to direct things. The young girls you are sleeping with do not make initiatives. The best sex is always about interplay, making naughty suggestions etc. My best fuckbuddies have been like this, though no deep connection, they were playful in the bed, taking suggestions and giving back.

The way you describe the girls sounds like that they are from a porn movie. Doing things just like in a porn movie, according to a script. You even describe how the girl's asshole looks, as if you are watching it from a screen. And porn is not real sex, it is acted sex. The American crap is the worst, try some European stuff for a while. They are more interesting, because it is not so commercial and 'produced.'

I like your idea of a sexy blog, but maybe you could try to make it even more sexy for us female readers just by adding a little bit joy there, as Laura suggested. Or then leave it, you will readers without.

 
At 5:22 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Does Evita still have a boyfriend?

 
At 8:15 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Laura and Woman in Helsinki might be at least partially right, you seem a bit cynical. Don't you miss having sex with people you actually care about?

 
At 11:21 AM, Blogger Blogger said...

Jahas, en edes yritä vääntää englantia, koska sitä ei ymmärtäisi kukaan.

Tuo kuristaminen, se on kyllä nannaa tai jos peittää kädellä suun ja nenän ja saa tapella hiukan vastaan. Se vaaran tuntu nostaa himon ja halun potenssiin kymmenen.

Tunne lataus tosin puuttui, mutta itseäni se ei häirinnyt..enpä lataile tunteita omaan blogiinikaan.

 
At 11:09 PM, Blogger Farewell said...

laura: I do enjoy pleasing her. As a matter a fact I probably enjoy giving pleasure more than receiving it. I just don't write my stories in the Regina-style. (Regina is a finnish magazine that publishes a few romantically written erotic short stories in each issue).

You might be right about the coldness though. In certain ways I'm am cold. I'm just so tired of meeting girls who are almost girlfriend material but not quite.

anonymous: I should probably talk to her. I haven't ruled out the possibility that she's lying, not at all. I just find it hard to believe that she's lying cause she has no reason to. But maybe she thinks she'd humiliate me or something.

woman from helsinki: Read my reply to Laura. I'm am cold in a way, but I do enjoy what I do.

I do agree that the best sex is interactive and both lead. With Evita however it's not possible, she wants me to be dominant.

Why do I describe women's assholes? It's because sex is a very visual experience for me. A lot of the pleasure in sex for me is in seeing things.

As I said earlier, I'll keep writing the way it comes out. This started out as diary and it's going to stay that way even when it has readers. It's not suppose to be especially appealing to any certain group of people.

anon reader: No, they broke up. I wrote about it a while back.

anonymous: I miss it a lot. If I could just find a girl worth loving..

Lady not wrote in finnish about strangling and how much she likes it.
Lady not: It's a new thing for me, but so far I absolutely love the feeling of control.

 
At 9:00 AM, Anonymous Erica R said...

Hello mate, great blog.

 

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