... and so it fades.

I saw Elina for lunch a few days ago. It was fun and I like her a lot.

This weekend I've sent her one message and called her twice but I haven't heard anything from her until a few hours ago I got a message saying she's got problems in her other human relations and she asked me if I want her to call me when she's got them sorted out. I replied that I'm a bit puzzled, but I do want her to call me. Well see what all this means. I'm not holding my breath.

On Saturday I had good sex with Jonna. Pretty much the same dominating stuff, but I did notice that she wanted some reassurance from me since at least twice after I called her a little slut she asked me: "And you like me that way?" Of course I said yes. I hope she doesn't think I'm going to marry her. She's a really nice girl, but I'm certain now that I'm not going to go anywhere further with her.

One thing I've been wondering about today is a threesome. I've always kind of thought of it as something that happens by accident and you don't plan on it, but why would it be like that? Now that I have no strings attached to any girl in specific I could try to arrange something. I have a hunch that Evita might be curious, but I don't know who else I could ask. I think Jonna wants me all for herself, but I could try to probe her a bit. [Why does the word probe always remind me of Cartman's anal probe? ;)]