I'm officially dating

This is what we've come to. I've been single for over two years, but now I've finally found someone worth dating. Unbelievable and surreal. My head still can't quite keep up, but I'm sure it'll catch up when it's time.

It's so wrong that partyflickan hasn't found anyone, but I have. I would've wanted her to find someone before me since she definately deserves it a lot more than I do. I was happy being single, at least most of the time. Come on, male readers, go pick her up, she parties at Kalle (a bar in Helsinki) a lot. When you do, tell me if she takes it up the ass ;)

I've been seeing Jenni almost daily. When I'm not with her, I think of her, which is kind of sweet but still somewhat disgustingly iggy-romantic. In my own defense I have to say that mostly I think of fucking her and treating her like a slut. I can't wait to sink my cock in her ass again.

There's still a lot on my list of things to do before I die. I haven't had a girl lick my asshole while another sucks my cock. I haven't fucked a girl the ass and then have another girl blow me. Maybe it's possible to do a threesome with Jenni and some other girl, but to be honest, I doubt it. However, the fact is that I'll always have fantasies I'd want to act out and unfortunately you can't always have everything you want. At the moment I'm willing to postpone those wet dreams until later and have a go at a real relationship.

Aino confessed yesterday that's she's in love with me. Nothing new there, though I have to say I do feel bad about my behavior concerning her. I've been misleading, no doubt about that. I've been giving out signals saying I want her, but still I've rejected her when we've gotten too close. Now, once again, she dropped on her knees in front of me (no, not really, only metaphorically), but I just pissed on her. Aino, I'm sorry, I really am. I don't know what to say or do.