"Hurt Me"

I've been thinking about Jenni a lot lately. I miss her ass. I miss the anal sex and the ATM. If I was just a little dumber I'd probably miss her too. Luckily I have this blog to remind me of the things I didn't like about her.

Yesterday evening Jenni sent me an SMS asking what I was up to. She was at a bar she didn't like and wanted to get out so she joined me and my friend at another bar. At closing time I suggested that she sleeps over at my place to save in taxi expenses. She hesitated for a second and then accepted the offer.

At my place I tried to figure out the current situation with small gestures indicating what I'd want to do. It was possible that she'd really came over just to sleep. Girls can be weird like that. I only got positive responses so I started kissing her ear. She moaned. "We're gonna fuck, woohoo", said the little voice inside my head.

I pulled down her pants and licked her. I think she's been going without for a while since the orgasm that followed was very explosive and intense. If I hadn't known she was climaxing I would've said she was possessed like that little girl in The Exorcist. It was great to make her feel great.

You all know the pattern. After this I told her to suck on my cock. She did a good job with her mouth and the finger she ran around my asshole probably more than doubled the pleasure. I was in heaven.

She insisted that I use a condom when we fuck because we're not dating anymore. I couldn't quite understand the logic, but condoms never bothered me that much so I put one on and turned her to lay on her stomach.

And there it was, the sweet ass I'd been missing. I spread her asscheeks and licked her rosebud. She's always liked it a lot (who doesn't) and once again the sounds she let out confirmed that things haven't changed.

I knew she was eager to get me inside her so I didn't lick her too long. I stuffed my cock in her pussy from behind and started fucking her. "I still want to lick your ass some more" I whispered into her ear. Her reply was the best in the world: "You can do whatever you want with me." So after a while I got back to the ass munching.

I fingered her ass, I licked it. I simply stared at it's fascinating beauty. Had a lightning struck me down then and there, I would've died a happy man. Like foreplay is more pleasing than actual intercourse, also all the anal play is even better than anal fucking. But anyway, I did want to fuck her ass too and I told her so. "I'm not sure if it's a good idea since it's been a while since the previous time." I wanted her ass bad, but I knew she was right. Had I tried fucking her ass the chances of failure were great and I didn't want to risk this moment. I wanted it to remain an overall positive experience. And the anal play already made most of my dreams come true, anyway.

So I put my cock back into her pussy and continued where I left off. She was very aroused. She kept telling me to fuck her harder and I did. When I pulled on her hair she told me to do that harder too.

Normally I climax when I want to. I've learned to control myself pretty well. I can feel it when I'm getting too close to the edge and then I know to ease off a bit. However, the right action at the right time can send me plummeting overboard. She managed to do that by yelling "Hurt me!" when I was fucking her as hard as I could. It was the sexiest phrase ever! "Hurt me!". If that's not submission, then what is. I tried to ease off, but it was too late. I came hard.

After the sex, we cuddled a little and then slept. In the morning she disappeared very quickly. Just a moment ago we talked on the phone and she's not feeling too good about herself. On Friday she was on a date with someone and on Saturday she fucked me. And according to her she'll never get over me if she keeps doing this. That means I probably shouldn't have fucked her.

I think I hurt her.