No longer a softie with Lisa

I've managed to straighten up my act with Lisa. I've been deliberately taking a few steps back and the funny thing is that she seems to be following me. The moment I act cold and indifferent, she's hot for me again. If I act all softie and talk about hugging, she grows colder. I just have to keep my act together.

And how do I do that? Of course by meeting some new ladies.

I flirted with a girl at Stockmann (a big shopping center in Helsinki). We went different ways, but bumped into each other a few minutes later and the girl asked if I wanted to have coffee some time. Of course I did.

I met her a few days ago and we had fun. She's actually a bit chubbier than the girls I normally date, but she's still fuckable. Judging by the text messages I've been getting after our coffee session I'll be peeling down her panties very soon. I'm looking forward to it. I'm really in need of some fresh pussy.

I was suppose to fuck Evita today, but she cancelled because she had a bit of a temperature. Hope she's OK tomorrow and we can meet. I've been going without for so long that I really need a hole to stick my cock in or it'll explode.

Oh, yeah, and I almost forgot to talk about Sara. I slept over at her place last weekend. She insisted that I come over and eventually I succumbed. At her place I took the initiative and things started moving smoothly towards some sex, until she told me she's on her period and that she's sorry she didn't tell me earlier. Blah. Well, she sucked my dick for two minutes and that was about all that happened. She acted like a 16-year-old for the whole evening. I was pretty pissed off, but naturally didn't show it to her. Most probably I won't be seeing her again.

Funny links

LOL:

• Definition of the word 'wolfbagging'

• A nice t-shirt

Feeling lonely

Now I know that it doesn't matter if I'm in love with Lisa, because it's never going to happen. I discussed the issue with her and she said the age difference is too big of a deal for her. Pity, I really like that girl and I don't give a shit about her age.

Getting turned down always makes me feel so damn lonely.

I just hope the fact that I brought up the subject doesn't end our fuck buddy relationship. I told her not to worry about it, but naturally things aren't quite that simple. We'll see what happens. I want to bang her properly. Let's hope we have the time soon.

Sara did come over after my previous post but we didn't fuck. She didn't make an iniative and I just kept thinking about Lisa. So nothing happened. No suprise though, I have no spark for her. She's way too easy. I like the kind of girls whom you chase for months and still fail.

This is one of those moments when I'd need a hug from my girlfriend.

Am I in love with Lisa?

My writing pace has decreased quite a lot during the last few months. I don't really know what's going on. I guess I haven't been thinking about my sexual life that much. Or then Lisa is slowing me down because I'm still trying to make her fall for me.

Last Tuesday Lisa was really depressed about some work-related issues and was about to cancel a planned evening together. I bought her some flowers, went to her place and gave her a massage. Sometimes girls are so easy. Her pussy was flowing with juices. It was unbelievable how wet she was. And I loved it.

I always so excited about having sex with her. Just peeling down her panties and getting a glimpse of her pussy makes me want to lay down and die a happy man. Of course I'm always excited about getting my hands on some nice pussy, but with her it's the same feeling amplified by a magnitude of ten. Does this mean I'm in love with her? ;)

Her pussy tastes like strawberries. Every girl has a different taste and scent and so far I've never come across anything that would be unattractive, but still there are differences. Some girls you'd want to eat for days just for the taste and Lisa is definitely one of them.

On Tuesday we had sex for about 3 hours during which I gave her 4 orgasms. I have an image glued in my brain where her pussy is right above my face after she'd sat on it and she's circling her finger around her clit. The only thing I can think of that could be more beautiful would include ass fingering.

I haven't discussed anal sex with her yet, but I did lick her anus a bit. I couldn't quite make out whether she liked it or not. She's much older than me so I bet some guys must've fucked her up the ass. Let's hope she loves it. Keep your fingers crossed, my dear readers.

Anyway, Tuesday evening wasn't perfect. When I was suppose to fuck her, I couldn't keep it up. My heart was racing like it was my first time with a girl. I felt like I was running a marathon. It just wasn't going to happen.

She was OK with since I did lick her into three more orgasms after it happened, but still it sucks not being able to perform. And naturally, after the I took off the condom, threw it away and started licking her, again I was hard as a rock. Life's a bitch.

I came in her mouth, but she couldn't keep it in so again my stomach was covered with cum. She said I have to tell her when I cum so she can prepare. Weird, I thought it was easy to notice when a guy is just about to cum. Anyway, I'll definitely do that next time, maybe she'll swallow.

The new girl I've mentioned slept over at my place some days ago. I'll call her Sara. We didn't have sex though, because she thought it was too early. Well, she's coming over today and judging by the text messages we've been exchanging, I'll have my cock up her pussy in no time at all. I'll tell you all about it next time.