Sunday, March 26, 2006

A more detailed explanation of sex with Evita

An anonymous person calling herself "woman from Helsinki" commented on my last post and I promised her that I'd write about my next sexual encounter with more attention on my own actions. As I think about it, this is not the best encounter to write about in such a fashion since Evita likes it when I treat her bad. But I'm going to do it anyway. Just bear in mind the context. It's not suppose to be affectionate love making all the time. Here goes nothing.

Evita came to my place on Friday night. I was dead tired after a hell of a day and I was thinking it might be better if we just slept. We took off our clothes and went under the covers.

Naturally, I coulnd't keep my hands off of her. I pulled her near and we started kissing. I ran my hands down her back and caressed her butt. We turned around and she got on top of me. We both had our underwear on, but we were simulating the act of sex. I grabbed her hair and I pulled on it. She started panting. We kissed and rubbed for a while.

I pushed her head down. She took of my boxer shorts and started sucking my cock. Again, her teeth hurt every now and then and no synchronization between the hands and the mouth. I held had my hand in her hair. She kept sucking for quite a while and I was wondering will she ever tire, so I pulled her up.

She laid beside me. I put my hand in her panties and found her pussy completely wet already. I rubbed it, but I didn't put a finger in. I kissed her and she breathed heavily. I had my middle finger on her vaginal opening and I teased her for a while until I pushed it in. She let out a loud moan. I finger-fucked her for a while.

I turned her around. She was on her stomach and I was behind her, between her legs. I moved her panties aside a bit and continued finger-fucking her. With my other hand I smacked her ass every now and then. I kissed and licked her asshole.

I took off her panties and turned her over again. I started licking her pussy. I circled her thigh with my hand and put my fingers on her pubic bone. I pulled the skin towards the stomach a bit to get better access to the clit. I ran my tongue around and over her clit. I licked it up and down and occasionally caressed it with my lips. I put the middle finger of my free hand in my mouth to moisten it and then finger-fucked her while licking.

I wanted to get to her asshole so I lifted her ass up. She was on the bed on her shoulders, bottom in the air. This way I could lick her pussy and her ass and I did. I licked her asshole wet and fingered it too. While licking her I pulled on her hair.

I'd thought about choking her a few times before, but this was the first time I did it. Well, I didn't really choke her, I just had my hand on her throat. She panted even more. I squeezed her nipples and groped her breasts rather violently.

I put her ass back on the bed and lifted her in to a sitting position by the hair. I was on my knees in front of her and I made her suck my cock again. Then we moved back it to the shoulder-position. I just love it. It looks so hot. I licked her holes some more.

I told her to get on all fours. I fingered her. I told her to spread her ass cheeks for me. What a perfect sight. Her head down, ass up and spread wide. I licked her ass completely wet again and then fingered her both holes at the same time.

I told her to turn around and I put on a condom. I pushed her knees towards her shoulders to make my entry easier. Once I had my cock inside her I laid on top of her and grabbed her hair. I pulled on it as I fucked her. She had her hands on my thighs and her nails were digging in to my flesh.

Again I told her to get on all fours and I fucked her from behind. I smacked her ass as I pounded. I pulled her head back by the hair. I groped her breasts.

I put some pillows under her and told her to lay down. This way I could still fuck her from behind, but at the same time I could push her head on to the bed. Her asshole looked very enticing, but it wasn't the right time to start talking about fucking it.

I turned her around and entered her again. She clawed my thighs so painfully I was having a hard time concentrating on the essentials. Cumming wasn't easy either because of the pain. Still, I didn't want to tell her to ease off. It hurt like hell, but on some level it was definately worth it. When nearing an orgasm I put my hand on her throat again. I came.

I still hate it that I don't notice Evita's orgasms. I've asked her about it and she says she's always had several during an act. Normally it's easy to notice a girl's orgasm.

This was written pretty hastily, but maybe hopefully this gives out at least a bit clearer image of my actions. Comments and pointers are much appreciated. ;)

I'll be out of town for the next 9 days or so and I probably won't be able to post during that time so don't think I've forgotten about you, dear readers, I haven't.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

The joy of masturbation


Even though I have sex on a rather regular basis, I still masturbate a lot. I love masturbating.

When I masturbate it can take from 5 minutes to an hour. If I have enough time and I'm feeling really horny I can tease myself for along time. I jerk myself to the very edge and then stop and repeat. When I do that for twenty minutes, all I need is a few strokes and I'm almost cumming already. I love teasing myself this way.

When masturbating the girls always do the wildest things. I usually look at anal porn and I imagine myself there. I forget the fact that she's a pornstar. I picture her as my girlfriend whom I love. And she loves my cock up her ass. She loves to spread her ass cheeks for me. She loves to suck my cock after I've fucked her in the ass. She loves what ever I do or want her to do.

And the orgasms. Technically, I get the best orgasms by masturbating. Sex overcomes masturbation because of the excitement and atmosphere, but technically speaking the orgasms aren't as good.

I just masturbated and I wanted to write a small ode to it ;) The attached picture is the one I let myself cum with. I especially like the facial expressions. I usually don't look at lesbian sex a lot, but this series was nice.

Monday, March 20, 2006

You can't win 'em all

On Saturday Evita stayed over, but she was on her period. She gave me a blowjob, which didn't feel especially good and she didn't swallow but made a mess by partially spitting it out and partially letting me cum on my own stomach. If I was just slighly more of a pig I'd send her a link to http://www.dontspitswallow.com via email.

Even though there are certain things that piss me off, Evita is definately one of the nicest girl's I've met in a while. I talk to her on the phone almost everyday. She has a way of cheering me up. And she's always up for sex, she's just as horny as I am. Still, I'd never date her.

I met the girl from the bar on Sunday, the one I treated bad. I continued along the same lines. I didn't call her names or anything, but I had a certain attitude towards her. I couldn't just be nice to her since she did call me in the morning after I acted like a complete asshole.

Anyway, we met at her place. She asked a lot of questions about my goals concerning her and I answered honestly. I told her I only wanted to fuck her and that's it. I told her I have other fuck buddies too. I told her I'd never date her. I kissed her and she kissed back. I took her breast out of her bra and ran my tongue around her nipple.

I asked her to take of her shirt.
"I don't fuck on the first date"
-"You think something's going to be different the next time I see you?"
-"I'm probably not going to see you again"
-"Ok, I guess I'll go"
And so I left.

With her I was very blunt. I didn't give a fuck what she thought about what I said. I thought she was the kind of girl who was looking for the same thing as I was. Well, I guess I was wrong.

I am rather certain that if I had played my cards differently I would've fucked her last night. I could've told her how beautiful she is. I could've told her that I'm not actively looking for a girlfriend but I'll go for it if someone special comes along. I could've used all my tricks. Oh, well, you can't win 'em all. And as I mentioned before, she wasn't that hot anyway.

When I drove back home and thought about writing a blog entry about the rejection I noticed that I never write about my failures. I only write to you when I get laid. I don't write about all the millions of times a girl says no. I probably won't do so in the future either, but I just want you to know that I'm not the kind of guy who gets any girl he wants.

On a completely different topic, here's a good quote I came across recently:
A fat glutton knows exactly how eating the next box of doughnuts will make him feel: as good as he felt eating the previous box of doughnuts. In contrast, the fat glutton may have no clear idea of what sex with an attractive woman feels like. It's difficult for him to correctly evaluate the net hedonic impact of choosing to sacrifice his immediate pleasures of gluttony. Doughnuts are a sure thing. Women are not.

Monday, March 13, 2006

Anal play

Our sessions with Evita have grown more and more violent and I'm loving it. I've treated her like the slut she is. 80% of the time I have a hold of her hair so I can control what she's doing. I can "force" her to suck my cock, I can push her head against the bed, whatever.

We also did some anal play with the toy I own. Her ass is so sweet and still she won't let me fuck it. Shoving a toy all the way up her ass if fine, but she says no to a cock. Where's the logic in that? Anyway, I really enjoyed our anal games. She also willingly spreads her asshole for me when I ask her to. We very seldom have sex without me fingering or licking her ass at least a little. Often it's a bit more than a little.

Everytime she leaves my place she looks like she's been beaten up or something. Her breasts are all bruised up and her ass is all red from all the smacks I've given it. And she just keeps coming back for more. I even choked her a little last time and she seemed to like it.

I asked her if her sex has been this rough before, but she said it hasn't so I guess I'm bringing it out in her. It's my first time this rough too, but I'm naturally good at dominating.

I also met a new girl at a bar on Saturday. She's 7 years older than me and I've told you that I want to try out more of them older girls. I was very drunk. She wasn't exactly the hottest girl in the bar and she started chatting me up so I treated her like shit, called her names and such but nevertheless, for some incomprehensible reason she asked me to come to her place. She wasn't ugly, but just didn't quite meet all my standars. I decided to go anyway.

At her place, I continued behaving like a pig. I told her to show me her tits. She did. I told her to show me her pussy. She did, it was shaved nicely. I told her to show me her ass. She did. I kept calling her names and telling her that I'm definately not going to start dating or anything and that I'm just going to treat her like shit and that I'll just fuck her and that's it. She ended up throwing me out of her place ;)

In the morning when I woke up with a massive hang over and I looked at my phone. She'd called me. I don't even remember taking her phone number or anything.

I usually don't behave that badly, not to anyone. I don't know what got into me. I was a bit too drunk. But what the fuck is with her? ;) That's what I want to find out. And I might as well fuck her while finding out. Maybe she'll take it up the ass and suck my cock right after, older women have to be more comfortable with that kind of stuff =)

Here's something guys can masturbate on and girls can learn from. This is my favorite picture.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Evita's butt


Last week was extremely busy and I wasn't able to meet anyone until yesterday when Evita came to my place. I hadn't had sex in a week and neither had she so we were both pretty damn horny. We had the same good rough sex we had last time. Again I have scratches on my buttocks from her nails.

The blowjobs are still a problem. Her teeth touches the cock a lot that feels very uncomfortable. I haven't had the heart to tell her so yet since otherwise everything is working out so well. I guess I'm going to have to ask her to give me some tips on technique and if I get some then it's OK for me to give some too.

Evita doesn't mind my ass obsession, which is nice. I've been spreading her ass, licking it, kissing it, fingering it, doing whatever and she just likes the attention. However, no anal sex yet. I haven't been trying to push her into trying it, so maybe I should ;)

The attached picture is from this gallery. I wish I could be that guy.