Shut the fuck up already

I hate the fact that I have to talk at least a few sentences with Evita when we meet. During that very short time she can drive me nuts with her stuff. Let's say I tell her about a friend of mine who just broke his leg while doing sports. Well, she'll tell me about her friend who just broke all his ribs and neck and didn't even take one day off work. If I tell her I've had too little sleep recently she'll tell me how she's hardly slept two hours a night for the last month or so. I can't have a conversation with her for more than thirty seconds without getting completely pissed off.

I'm leading a rather stressful life currently and it seems to be turning everything I write into something negative. I'll try to write something positive next time.

Here's a video I came across that is perfectly within the scope of this blog. A very important question without a decent way of to ask it. What would you answer? ;) I'd take a strap-on up the ass, definately worth trying.

Prostitution

I'd never buy sex. The thought of it is somewhat disgusting and it's not like I couldn't get any pussy otherwise.

However, elegant places such as Stiletto in Australia, make me rethink my principles. The girls seem pretty damn hot, at least in the pictures, and of course they are all there voluntarily.

Good thing there are no such places in Finland. I'd probably end up using all my money in a classy bordell.

It seems Stiletto is hiring new girls all the time. Any girls ever considered going to Australia for a year to be a hooker? Good pay, good benefits, lots of sex with decent clients. Hell, if I was girl I'd definately choose whoring over the basic au pair stuff.

Blowjob OK, sex bad

Sunday Evita, Tuesday Laura, Wednesday Evita.

Laura was a disappointment. The blowjob was good, thank god, but otherwise the sex was pretty lousy. We've known each other and had sex together for so long that she probably thinks she doesn't have to put that much effort into it anymore. It shows.

She'd gained some weight since the last time. Not a lot, but enough to notice. I've probably said this before but it's worth repeating: I hate fat. I keep myself in good shape physically and I expect my partners to do the same. She seemed to be aware of the expansion herself since she asked me if I still liked her butt. I didn't have the heart to tell her it's getting worse all the time.

She hadn't shaved. Her pussy looked awful with all that pubic hair. I knew I wouldn't enjoy licking it very much. That's a real pity cause usually I love licking pussy.

I licked her ass a bit but when I brought my finger there she pulled my hand away. Boring. I asked her to lick my ass. She said she didn't want to. Boring. She's done it a million times before, I guess there just wasn't enough motivation for her to try to please me since she already knew she's going to get what she wants.

I first fingered her an orgasm and then fucked her another one. After the second orgasm she couldn't control her breath for a few minutes. All her muscles were in spasm and she was completely ecstatic. She was one step away from crying. (When we dated, she did cry after the best sex acts.) I was pretty much just bored.

There used to be a link between us. Our sex was absolutely great. After fucking Laura I noticed that the link has become unidirectional. She still enjoys me fucking her, but my passion for her is gone.

Laura is seeing another guy and will probably start dating again soon. I thought I'd like it if she was single for a while and we could be fuck buddies again, but I think I've changed my mind. I might give her one more chance, but if it's like this again she won't be seeing this cock of mine, that she loves so much, again.

After Laura on Tuesday, Evita was great on Wednesday. I enjoyed the fact that I can treat her like the whore she is. If I want her to suck my cock, I grab her hair and make her suck it. If I want to finger her ass, I tell her to spread her ass cheeks and I finger it. Of course, there are limits. There has to be. So far, however, this playground has given me enough space to fool around. Evita also keeps her body in shape and always shaves her pussy.

My favorite view of a woman is something like this . If I compare Laura and Evita in that position, Evita is unbelievable and Laura is nowadays below average. You can get a feel of it by imagining the girl in the picture with a lot of pubic hair. Not nice.

If you don't normally read the comments of posts, I suggest you take a look at the ones on the previous two. Great stuff! Thanks to the writers!

Won't be long before Laura sucks my cock

Very little sexual activity has been going on since I last wrote to you. I think I've had sex with Evita once and jerked off a few times, but that's about it. I've been really busy with certain projects and haven't found the time for anything else really.

I was out with Tea about a week ago. We were at a bar and I almost got into a very embarassing situation. We met a few of my friends and at the time I thought I'd introduce Tea to them I realized that I couldn't remember her name. I have her in my phone with a nickname that only she and I know of so I couldn't use that and that's the only name I could remember. Luckily I could get out of the situation without introducing her and not being very rude. But can you imagine how embarassing it would've been if I had introduced her to my friends with the wrong name? Not that my friends would've cared, but she probably would've.

Boss-of-a-sort, from now on known as Emily, couldn't keep her promise. She called me last weekend when drunk. Well, I was at a bar too and we had a nice drunken chat. She told me she'd seen a lot of sex dreams of me. I asked if I was any good in bed and she said I was great. Anyway, we decided to keep in touch but just try to convert this fooling around into friendship. We'll see how well it goes. So far I don't think I've ever succeeded in a similar situation, but fortunately I'm not the one cheating on someone else if something happens.

Laura is about to break up with her boyfriend. We've been calling each other almost every day. She also called me when drunk and told me she had almost sent me a message previous night saying "I wanna fuck you". I was just sorry she didn't. Well, not long now and she will.

Donna, the 12 years older girl from the vacation, is planning a trip to Finland. It's very uncertain so far, but it would be so great if she came. My last act with her was so unbelievable. Definately the one of the highlights of my blogging career and maybe even my whole life. Keep your thumbs up for me!

Same old

I need some new girls. I'm getting more and more bored of Evita. The sex is fun, but there's just something missing. Now all you conservative readers are thinking "it's love what's missing". I think it's the decent blowjobs. I suppose we'll just have to agree to disagree.

I've been in contact with Laura a bit more recently. She's not doing that well with her boyfriend. I'm hoping they'll split up soon since it's obvious what happens then: She'll be running in to my arms and I'll direct her to suck my cock. Great plan, ain't it? At least she knows how to suck cock.

Aino also contacted me and wants us to be friends, which probably means she wants me to give her some hugs and then fuck her. She's still her own mentally unstable self, but she does have a great body. If she was just 100 times wilder and a lot less narrow-minded she'd probably make a great fuck.

I was at a bar a few days ago and I bumped into Evita and her friend. Damn it. It so happened that I gave the friend a lift home. Don't worry, I didn't make a move, but it was very hard not to. She's so hot. I hate myself for not going for her in the first place.

Hmmh, how did this post turn out to be so negative. Now all you conservative readers are once again thinking "he needs some love". I still think it's the blowjob.

PS. Thanks for all your comments! Keep 'em coming.

Something to jerk off to

Here's something I masturbated to today. The ass-to-mouth part is just so damn sexy. Cum swapping never turned me on especially, but in this video it's cool.

I have a video of Laura where I fuck her in the ass, then she turns around and sucks my cock. If wish I could post it ;)

Evita was here a few days ago. The new fun thing this time was when I had my other knee up, the other on the bed (in the Finnish army this position is called the "korkea polviasento") and I pinned her head on my leg like she was on a giljotine and strangled her by pushing the throat towards my leg.

I fooled around with boss-of-a-sort a bit last weekend, but nothing further is going to happen since where decided to take some distance. She wants to keep her boyfriend and I don't want anything like that with her either even though I do enjoy her company a lot. We're just going to cool off for a while and then try again as just friends.