Thursday, June 30, 2005

The Breasts, also known as Aino

A friend called me up yesterday and asked me to go to a bar with him. Stupid me, I did. Now I'm at work, still a bit drunk and very tired. The night was OK, but nothing special. My friend met a girl and I drank too much ;)

I've talked about Aino but haven't told you what she's like so I'm going to fix that now.

Aino is a girl I met through the Internet. She's a year older than me. A brunette with a mind-boggling chest. As I said before, I'm more of an ass-man and don't generally pay much attention to breasts, but this girl is an exception. It's not so much about the size, but the way they fit her body. They are big, but what makes them so great is how they go with the rest of the package.

So far she's always kept her pubic hair nicely trimmed for me, which is nice. And her ass is nice too, nothing special, but nice. Altogether she probably has the best body that I've ever laid my hands on.

But having a great body always seems to have it's downsides. She's not nearly as open as Helga is. Normally she doesn't even give oral or anything. With Helga it didn't take long for her to be fingering her asshole in front of me. Sex with Aino is good only because of her body, not because of the effort she puts in to the act.

I also don't like the fact that I can't be myself around her. I like to say things straight-out and talk whatever I want, but she dislikes "dirty" words. For example she'd never say "I'm horny", she'd say "I want to feel". I want a girl to whom I can whisper "I so want to fuck you in the ass right now" in the ear in a public bus and she knows how to take it the right way.

We also talked about anal with Aino in a playful manner some time ago and she said she'd never do it. Me being a bit of an anal-freak that didn't sound too good. Then other other hand, maybe I should take it as a challenge ;)

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Sabrina, hot as hell

Sabrina is a girl I met about a year ago. She worked at a store, I went and talked to her and eventually asked for her phone number. She is unbelievably hot. She has the most gorgeous hair and a great butt. Good tits too, not that big though, but I've always been more of an ass-man. Nowadays she also works as a model.

She was dating at the time I met her, but we saw each other a quite a few times anyway. We got around to kissing and playing strip poker. The strip poker was actually really embarassing. Can you imagine having a girl-to-die-for in your house, playing strip poker with you, and you LOSE?! What the fuck, God? But luckily she gave me another chance and I got her down to her underwear ;)

After the game she was away on a holiday for over a month and things cooled down. When she came back she broke up with her boyfriend and didn't want to be involved with anyone for a while.

About a month ago she sent me a message that she'd been looking at my pictures on the Internet and I looked really hot. She wanted to see me again. Of course I was up for it =) We met at a cafe and talked and had fun.

Yesterday I talked with her on MSN in the evening. She said she was bored so I suggested that we meet. Actually I had a lot of work to do, but I just moved them to the next day, cause I didn't want to miss my chance of meeting her. I'm really busy and so is she so it isn't easy to find the time.

She had a lemon Zing and I had a beer. We sat at a pub for two hours, mostly talking about music. I had a great time and she probably did too. I gave her a lift home and was very near to kissing her, but decided not to. I sent her an SMS from home telling her that I can't get her out of my mind and she replied that she was thinking about the kisses we shared about a year ago. So things are looking up ;)

Aino has been away at her parents' place for almost 3 weeks now and she's coming back tomorrow. A few of her friends are staying at her place for the rest of the week. I'm seeing her (and the friends) on Friday afternoon and Saturday night. She's going out with the girls on Friday so I'm not welcome =) But that would be a good time for me to meet Sabrina. Or if Sabrina is busy, then Helga.

It's been more then a week since I had sex the last time and I'm starting to feel it. I'm masturbating daily and thinking about sex all the time. Hopefully things will change soon with Aino, if I can just find time to be alone with her.

Threat from a jealous ex-boyfriend

At 2 am last night I got a threat that if I ever contact Helga again, I will suffer more then I ever have before.

When I met Helga she had a boyfriend. I didn't know that. We were drunk and ended up kissing and hugging and a bit more, but nothing much. The next day she told me that she's living with someone. I was suprised and thought I'll leave it at that, not wanting to be a homebreaker. I've had my share of misery inflicted upon my life by cheaters. But she said that their relationship has been going downhill for quite some time now and that she didn't regret kissing me the day before. So I reasoned that if they are breaking up anyway then it is no fault of mine or my doings.

Me and Helga started seeing each other. Every now and then her boyfriend did silly things like trying to follow her when she left home and the sort. I just generally ignored him.

Sex with Helga is awesome. She knows what she's doing and she gives unbelievable blowjobs. Doesn't swallow though. I also introduced her to the pleasures of anal and took her butt's virginity. She likes it. Her favorite position is with her on top, that's how she gets the best orgasms. But now I'm getting side-tracked, back to the issue.

Helga and I are not dating, we are just seeing each other. There's maybe one or two times when I've met her and we haven't had sex, so I guess I could call her a 'fuck buddy' or the sort. I don't want to date at the moment and she says that she isn't ready for it either, so I guess we have an understanding. Anyway every now and then she says that this isn't good for her and that all would be better if she had never met me, but ends up coming back to me for sex and hugs.

She's still living with her boyfriend and I sent her a few messages yesterday. I guess the boyfriend got a bit pissed and sent me the threat above, to which I just replied along the lines of "Threatening is illegal. I'll archive the message you sent." After replying to him I sent her a message about it. She apologized for him.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

The idea

Don't really know yet if this is a good or idea or a really bad one, but I'm going to give it a shot.

The Idea:
I'm going to write a blog about my sex life. I will try to write as truthfully as possible and as often as there is something worth mentioning. With this blog being anonymous, I don't need to boast, lie or alter the stories. I can write everything down just as it happened without having to worry about hearing of it later on from friends.

Why am I doing this? Maybe to clear my own thoughts, maybe for your entertainment, maybe just to get it out of my system. Hard to say.

About Me:
I'm a normal twenty-something guy from the capital area of Finland. I keep myself in shape by running and working out at the gym. I study at a university and work part-time. I live with a room-mate. Currently I am not dating.

Very Brief History:
I dated a girl for three years. Now I've been single for a while. Currently I'm seeing two girls, Helga and Aino (names changed) and messing around with a few more.