Best sex experience?

I did find the time to write to you before the trip.

I've been thinking about what Laura said when we had sex early Tuesday morning. She said I'd given her the best sexual pleasure in her life. I can't remember what I replied because I was so drunk, but I guess I didn't say anything stupid since I didn't get slapped.

Today I started thinking, is she the best fuck I've had? I do remember a lot of good times, most of them involving me fucking her in the ass (suprise, suprise;). I've masturbated to the porn pictures and videos I took of her numerous times since we broke up and thought about the good times we had. I also tried a variety of new stuff with her. Is she the best fuck I've had? So far I thought so, but now I'm beginning to think she's not.

It's her lack of imagination that takes her points down. It was always me wanting to try out new things and me pushing her over her limits. I don't remember a single time when she brought something new into our sex life that I hadn't in some way induced. All she did was hold back. That sucks.

Helga was so different. I'm not saying she's my best fuck, but she was a lot more open than Laura was or is. For example, Laura probably wouldn't have sucked my cock while waiting for a taxi. And if she had, I would've had to persuade her to do so. Helga just did it. I can't think of a time when sex would have been absolutely perfect, but Helga and I were close once.

I really can't say with whom I've had the best sex. I probably can't even remember all the experiences I've had. All I can say is that even though so far I had thought it was Laura, it might not be so.

Revisiting the old times with Laura

I had to cancel the meeting on Monday because of certain obligations. I ended up getting very drunk because of those obligations and eventually taking a taxi to Laura's place at 2 am, completely wasted. I won't tell you more about why I was so drunk and you don't even care, you're reading this for the sex anyway ;)

I can't remember much about the night, but we did have sex and I remember her telling me stuff like I have a big cock and she's had the best sex in her life with me. Well, she'd told me those a dozen times when we went out and she's had one guy (I think) in between so no big news. We also agreed to meet on the following day with me being a bit more sober ;)

She came over to my place and we started kissing. We took our clothes off. I licked and fingered her. She sucked my cock. She is one of the best I know. She's gentle, she takes it deep, she swallows. Girls, here's my tips about blowjobs. We also did 69.

I fucked her in the missionary and doggy style (her favorite). She came in doggy style. Afterwards she asked me if this was a sex relationship and if it was anything more. I replied that it's just sex, nothing more.

I'm wrote this entry in quite a hurry so sorry for the possible typos. I'm also very busy for the next few days and then I'm out of the country for 4 days, but I hope I'll be able to write to you at some point before the end of next week, but if I can't find the time at least now you'll know that I'm still alive.

Laura wants coffee

A weekend wasted is not a wasted weekend.

I saw Laura at a party on Saturday. We hugged and talked for a while. Afterwards she sent me a message along the lines of "I'm not sure if this is a good idea but... You wanna go grab a cup of coffee sometime?" to which I replied "No it's probably not a good idea. Let's do it" ;)

We're meeting tomorrow. I'm just thinking if I should be a player and arrange for her to come to my place. Then if the mood was right I could fuck her already tomorrow. I can't stop thinking about her sweet ass.

On the other hand I think I shouldn't do this. Unfortunately, most of the time I'm too horny to think straight. I'm just gonna have to keep my feelings out of this and stick to the basics: ass, pussy, tits.

Ex-girlfriend warming things up again?

Before I became single again I dated a girl I'll call Laura for three years. We lived together for about six months, but then a lot of stuff happened and we broke up. I'm not going to go in to the details, but she cheated on me and after we were through she immediately started dating the guy she cheated on me with. If this was a blog about broken hearts the rest of this entry would be me whining about the love I lost. Luckily, it's not.

With Laura we had a lot of fun in bed. I learned most of the stuff I know from experimenting with her and I taught her a lot too. We were both somewhat inexperienced when we started dating, but eager to try out new things. She was also the first girl I successfully fucked in the ass, that sweet virgin ass.

I photographed her nude quite a few times and I still have the pictures. I also have a few videoclips. I especially like the one where I fuck her in the ass doggy style then she turns around and sucks my cock right after. I remember how I would've wanted her to say "I'm your little whore" after sucking my cock, but unfortunately she didn't want to do that. I've masturbated to this material a dozen times since I broke up with her.

When we were still going out we agreed that if we break up we continue with a physical relationship. Well, it didn't happen for reasons mentioned above. Now I'm thinking it might not be such a bad idea. At first I was so pissed off at her that I didn't even want to keep in touch. The scars remain, but I guess they aren't bleeding anymore.

Actually I saw her once when she was still dating that guy. We were both drunk and I told her to call me when she breaks up with her boyfriend so we can start a physical relationship. At the time she was somewhat offended, but now it might be that that's exactly what she's doing.

I'm just not sure I wanna start anything with her again. I'm afraid it might lead in to something more than just sex and then I'd have a chance of getting hurt again. And what I like about the things that I have going on at the moment is that none of them really matter anything to me. I don't care if Iina calls me and says she doesn't want to see me anymore. Ok, so I lost a good fuck but that's it. It's so simple. If I start something with Laura I want to keep it that simple too, but I'm not sure if it's possible. So far she still is the love of my life.

I would definately want to fuck her though.

Any thoughts, readers?

PS. Remind me to tell you about the time I had anal sex with her in the forest when she was visiting me in the army ;)

Horny Diana

Diana, that old fuck buddy I recently spiced things up again, has been trying to get me in to bed, but so far hasn't succeeded. Here's a few reasons:
-The blowjob she gave me last time still haunts me
-I don't especially like her looks
-I don't like porcelain pussies (I like landing strips)
-I would probably have to listen to her whining about her miseries
-I don't like her "style of seduction"

By "Style of seduction" I mean that in an MSN conversation she tells me "I wanna fuck, get over here". In a certain situation that can be a turn on, but in her case it isn't.

There was a time when it was the other way around. I tried to arrange a meeting so I could fuck her, but she was the one holding back. Now I just hate the fact that she thinks she can just snap her fingers and I'm there with my cock hard and ready.

Generally such a setting is perfect, but it's suppose to work both ways. When I snap my fingers, she's mine. When she snaps her fingers, I'm hers. So I guess I'm sort of trying to teach her a lesson.

Meanwhile I should probably start working on Sabrina again. She's a tough one. She just suddenly popped in to my head today, nude of course, and now I'm having a hard time getting her out of there.

Aino gone wild

I met Aino at a bar last night. I was completely wasted and it was getting late so we took a cab to her place.

When we got inside I stripped her naked almost right away. I licked and fingered her with all my clothes on. She went in to the kitchen to get something to drink. I took my clothes off and followed her. As she leaned against the kitchen sink I entered her without a condom. I was drunk and I just thought that I'll put it on before I cum. We fucked in her kitchen.

I took her to the bed and continued doggy style. She let herself collapse and ended up laying on her stomach with me still fucking her from behind. I pulled out and licked her. I also licked my little finger wet and slowly inserted it in to her asshole. I fingered her both holes simultaneously and licked her ass when I pulled the finger out. Earlier she had told me she'd never do anal play. I guess the booze had an effect on her inhibitions.

I got on my back and asked her to put my cock in her mouth and she did. This time the blowjob was a lot better too. She put a lot more effort in to it than she normally does. She did the hand-mouth-thing I talked about.

She got on top of me and I put my hands between her legs so I could pull her up to sit on my face. I licked her a good while and she almost smothered me with her pussy a few times. We turned around and I finally put on the condom. She was on her back as I took her legs up and entered her. After a good while of rhytmic movements I let myself cum.

This was the first experience with Aino that I can call good sex. I guess the booze really just took away a lot of the stuff I don't like about her. I hope the next time I have sex with her will be as good.

Limits

I'm wondering will I ever meet a girl who would make me be the one who is holding back. So far I haven't even come close. I've always been the more twisted one, usually by far. It would be so great for the tables to turn so I could be the one saying "No, I'm not ready".

What would make me say "No, I'm not ready"?. A girl fingering my ass? Go ahead, I like it. A girl fucking my ass with a strap-on? If she promised she'd be gentle, no problem. Threesome with another guy? Sure, I'm go. Threesome with another guy so the guy could fuck me in the ass? Ok, you found my limit. Other limits? Well, I wouldn't want to even try any kind of games involving feces. Urine is fine, but feces is not.

What would it take to push me over the edge? A lot. I'm simply disgusted at the thought of a guy touching me in a sexual way. Don't get me the wrong way. I'm not homophobic and I'm not the kind of guy who is insecure about his sexual orientation and gets pissed off if a guy slaps his ass in a friendly manner. But anyway I'm pretty sure I would be very appalled if a gay guy touched me with the wrong intentions.

I also can't think of anything that would make me want to play with anybody's feces. I've always been a hygiene-freak to some extent. For example I try to avoid touching anything when I'm in a public restroom. It all just seems so dirty. If that's dirty, how could I ever play with anobody's feces?

There is a certain conflict here. In this blog entry (sorry, it's only in Finnish) a girl lists a few things she would never do, such as sticking a finger in her partner's ass. While reading it I thought this girl is being narrow-minded and I hate narrow-mindedness. And now I'm doing exactly the same thing, listing things I would never do. Maybe there's someone who knows the pleasures that can be derived from eating feces reading this entry and he is thinking how narrow-minded I am.

My experience so far shows that most girls do like anal play. They just don't really know anything about it. I've introduced three girls to anal play and they all love it now. Before me two of them couldn't even stand the thought of playing with the anus. I wonder, is there a girl who can show me how great it is to eat someone's feces? I doubt it, but hey, never say never.

All this said, I think I'm going to take it back. I don't want to be the one holding back. I don't ever want to eat any shit literally. I'm better at pushing other people over their limits ;)

Basic set with Iina

Finally we found an evening with Iina when our schedules didn't overlap. We'd been sending horny text messages for most of the day. She was suppose to be busy tonight but I guess she cancelled something.

When had our normal fun. I licked her pussy and fingered her until my whole face was wet of her juices and she'd cum at least twice. I also licked and fingered her anus. She sucked my cock and it felt absolutely great. She's good at it. I was about to fuck her in the ass, but she said no. That was the only setback, but I can live with it.

I gripped her hair and smacked her ass every chance I got and she liked it. I fucked her for quite a while. Afterwards she asked me if I wanted a job certificate, smiling. I smiled back and said "What the fuck?" -"Well, since you did all the work" Well, she's right. This time, I was on top all the time and I was soaked in sweat.

I gave her a lift home afterwards and as I was driving back home I pondered about the last few days. Since Friday I've had sex with 4 different girls and it's now Tuesday. That's a good amount. That's about the same amount of sex you have when you're in a relationship. The only difference is that in a relationship the sex is good. 3/4 of my experiences were OK and only one was good. It's just that if you have good sex all the time, you forget how good it is and take it for granted.

Tea suprised me

Tea called me late last night when she was walking home from a bar. She'd had a few, but she wasn't drunk. We talked for a while and I suggested that she comes and sleeps at my place. She thought it was a great idea and asked me if I was serious. I was, so I picked her up and we got back to my place. I didn't think I was going to have sex with her or anything. She'd spent the night at my place once before and she slept with her clothes on. Besides I masturbated like 30 minutes ago and getting it up would be a challenge. Then why did I go and pick her up? Well, she's a nice girl. I like spending time with her. She's not girlfriend material, but I do like her.

Ok, so we got to my place and started watching a movie and talking. We'd both seen the movie before so we got bored rather fast and decided to go to sleep. I suggested that I get her a pair of shorts cause I didn't want her to sleep in my bed with her cigarette-stinking jeans. She was a bit awkward, but said that she can take 'em off. She did and then came to the bed next to me.

We started kissing and I teased her a bit by rubbing her pussy on top of her panties. It didn't take long for her to pull my hand away. Well, we kissed some more and I put my hand inside her panties from behind. I knew she didn't mind that, I've done it to her before. The kisses became more and more passionate. I pushed my hand deeper so I could rub her pussy from behind. She was all wet already. I put my finger inside her and she moaned.

Fingering her with my hand going in to her panties from behind was a bit difficult so I pulled my hand out and put it back in from the front. This time she didn't mind. I rubbed her clit and fingered her as she moaned in my ear.

I took off her panties and started licking her while still concurrently continuing with the finger. She hadn't shaved. Her head was moving from side to side and she was being rather loud. I licked for quite a while, but I still couldn't make her cum. Or if she did cum, I didn't notice. That was weird, usually I can make girls cum with my tongue. Eventually I gave up.

She started moving down my body with kisses. I didn't think she was going to suck me cause she really seemed so innocent, but she did. Not for long, but she did. It felt good though I could tell she hadn't done it very often or maybe never.

We kept kissing and caressing each other until I went to get a condom. I was definately going to have difficulty keeping my erection. I had just masturbated cause I didn't know she was coming over. And she wanted to keep all the lights out. Watching a girl is one of the best ways for me to get a hard on and I couldn't see anything in the darkness.

So I fingered her and jerked myself off at the same time. My cock wasn't even hard enough for me to put a condom on. It was time for some mind tricks. I imagined I was fingering her anus and the next thing I was going to do was put my finger in her mouth. That helped. I imagined that once I get that condom on I'll fuck her ass. That helped some more. I got the condom on and entered her pussy. I knew that once I get it inside I'm safe.

She moaned in my ear as I started pounding her rhythmically. Again, if she came, she kept it to herself. That's not impossible though. I can imagine her as being the kind of girl whose embarrassed of having an orgasm. We didn't change position, it all happened in the missionary. I would've wanted to, but I was afraid I wouldn't be able to get it back in if I did. I had a hard on now, but pulling out might have made me lose it. I had to play with what I had so I fucked her in the missionary. I was hoping for her to cum so I fucked her for quite a while, but I got no signs. Again, I gave up and eventually just let myself cum. She embraced me.

All in all, it was fun but she was a bit too inexperienced. Actually being inexperinced is not a problem, it's really all about the attitude. If you get to the point of no return, let loose. Just relax and go with the flow. Don't hold back. Holding back is a major turn off.

For example if a girl is naked in front of you and you're about to move from fingering to licking and she just keeps her legs together. What the fuck? Girls, either don't get in to that kind of situation or then just let go. Luckily the older you get the less you meet girls like that.

Today she's been sending me messages telling me how she thinks we're moving too fast and she's not sure about this whole thing. What thing? I've told her I'm not going to date her or anything like that. Probably won't be seeing her for a while.

About Blowjobs and Handjobs. Girls, this is for you!

Here's my thoughts on blowjobs and handjobs. I just quickly wrote stuff that popped in to my mind. These probably apply to a lot of men, but keep in mind that they are really only what I like. Every guy is different. Just use these as basic guidelines. If you think I forgot something, if you want to ask something, if you don't agree on something, feel free to comment!

Use enough saliva
Especially the glans needs a lot of lubrication. A dry handjob hurts. Dry lips don't feel comfortable either. Use enough saliva so whenever and however you touch the glans, it's lubricated. It won't hurt to moisten the whole shaft either.

Keep your teeth out of the way
This would seem obvious, but it's not. Don't use your teeth! Do your best so that the teeth never touch the cock, especially not the glans! Teeth can turn the bliss of a blowjob into a horrid nightmare.

Don't slide your hand over the glans
It hurts. When your jerking a guy off, let the foreskin move on top of the glans, not your hand. The foresking is there to protect, and for a reason. A handjob without moving the foreskin will only work if the glans is very well lubricated with saliva. I suggest you don't take the chance and just let the foreskin do it's job.

Use your mouth and hand in the same rhythm
Let the guy fuck your mouth and use your hand sort of as an extension of your mouth. Move it in the same rhytm as your hand. This way the hand pulls the foreskin back and forth and the glans enjoys the moist comfort of your mouth without the possible discomfort of the hand sliding over it.

Don't pull the foreskin too far back
This is a common problem. A lot of girls do this. When your pulling the foreskin back, don't pull it too far cause it hurts. When the foreskin reaches the edge of the glans, you can start going back.

Concentrate on pulling the foreskin back
Generally the time a hand job feels best is when the foreskin is being pulled back. Concentrate on that. Think of it as if your pumping air into something. When you're moving your hand away from the body, you're refilling the pump. It's when your going back towards the body when the air is going in. Doing it the other way around doesn't hurt, but it doesn't feel anywhere near as good.

How deep should I take it?
Take it as deep as it goes without a throw-up reflex. It feels really good to have your cock fully in someone's mouth, but that happens seldom. I think I've had one girl who could take it all in. Just don't get the throw-up reflex, it's a turn off.

Let the guy see what you're doing
Sex is a very visual experience to men. Let the guy see you sucking his cock. It will turn him on even more. I love watching a girl move her mouth up and down my cock.

Compliments
If you like his cock, tell him so. If you think it's big, tell him so. If you don't like it, don't tell him. If you think it's small, don't tell him. Don't call his cock average either. It does make you feel good to hear a girl say "I love your cock" while she's sucking it.

If the guy says stop, STOP!
If he is at the edge of an orgasm, anything can push him over. If he tells you to stop, stop immediately. Don't pull the foreskin back just one more time, don't give him a one last lick. Just stop immediately. If he was planning on still fucking you, you can ruin it all if you don't let him recover.

Don't neglect the balls
Some think this is such a big issue they even made a t-shirt to tell the girls about it. Caress the balls. Lick 'em, touch 'em. It feels great.

Rub the asshole
This probably divides a lot of guys. The homofobic guys will probably be pissed off if you do this. I'm not homophobic and I love it. Remember to lubricate your finger though. If you go in, be gentle and don't force it. Girls, this is the way to make a guy have an orgasm he'll never forget!

Spit or swallow?
Swallow. It's healthy. Well, ok, if you really really don't want to then don't. First get rid of your fears and then do it. I'm not being sovinistic or anything. It just that it really isn't that big of a deal, but it does make the whole situation so much easier. The guy can just relax and enjoy and it's so tidy when there's no cleaning necessary afterwards.

Don't be too gentle
There are three things that really hurt: teeth, pulling the foreskin too far back and dryness. If you've covered all those, you're pretty safe. Don't be too gentle, cause it will just feel boring.

Don't stop immediately after an orgasm
It takes off the edge if you finish right away when the guy starts to cum. Don't do that. Continue doing what you were doing for a moment longer, just maybe ease off a little bit.

Example of a good blowjob
I already have a huge hard on. I'm laying on my back on the bed, feeling comfortable. She starts going down my body, kissing my neck, nipples, stomach. She holds my cock against my stomach and licks my balls for a while. Then she moves up my shaft with her tongue and then takes it in her hand.

She runs her tongue around my glans, moistening it, almost as if she's spitting on it. Then suddenly she sinks most of my cock in her mouth. She puts her hand under her mouth and starts moving rhythmically, letting me fuck her mouth. She does this for a while. It feels great. She pauses and says "I love your huge cock".

She eases off, moving her tongue up and down my shaft and caressing the balls a bit. She licks her own finger wet and starts rubbing my asshole as she starts the hand-and-mouth thing again. I can't take it very long and I blow my load in her mouth. She continues for a while and then swallows it all. She gives my cock one last kiss and then comes up and lays next to me.

End to the dry season, twice

An event got cancelled yesterday and I finally found time for some action. Unfortunately I couldn't get a hold of Iina, so I just had to manage with Aino. When I left home, I took a condom with me because I know I've used all the Sultan's she has in her apartment and I hate those Magic condoms she has. I've used a Magic once or twice and it fucking hurts! I don't know if they are smaller than Sultans or if they just have tight spot somewhere that's not suitable for me, but I don't ever want to use a Magic condom again.

Anyway, I drove over to her place. We were just chatting and watching TV. Again I got the same feeling I did last time. I just didn't want to start anything since sex with her isn't that great. We just hanged out for a while and I said I have to get going. A friend of mine had been begging me to come and see her at a bar in Helsinki. I got up and put my shoes on and told her to come and say bye. That's when something hit me.

As she walked to me, I immediately unzipped her pants, slid my hands inside at the back and kissed her while rubbing her ass cheeks. After the kiss, I kneeled and pulled down her jeans and her panties. I got up and took off her shirt and bra. Just a second ago, I was suppose to be leaving but now I had this gorgeous-looking brunette in front of me naked and evidently rather horny. I still had my shoes on, for god's sake.

We kissed for a while. I turned her over so I could look at her body from the mirror in front of us. I'm suprised she didn't resist. She let me look at her. I was eating away at her neck with her head twirling around in enjoyment. Her pubic hair is very dark and she'd trimmed it to a so called landing strip. Her breasts are awesome as I have told you before. I took my shoes off and said "I think I'll stay a bit longer".

I took her to the bed and started kissing her breasts, then her stomach. I went down her left thigh with my tongue and then up again and kissed her outer pussy lips. The same with the right thigh. She seemed turned on enough, so I spread her lips with my fingers and started to close in on her clitoris. I licked it rhytmically and it didn't take long for her to cum. I guess she'd been having a dry season too or something.

I got up and smilingly asked if it was ok for me to take off my clothes. She said she didn't mind, so I took 'em off. I got on the bed and laid myself next to her. For a few minutes we were just kissing and caressing, until she started kissing my pierced nipple and continued down to my cock. She had improved her blowjob technique. Definately nothing special yet, but it wasn't as boring as it had been before. (Maybe I should write a guide for girls about giving good blowjobs;) After a while of somewhat pleasing cock-sucking I told her I wanna put it inside her. She had no objections so I took the condom from the pocket of my jeans and put it on.

I entered her in the missionary position and so began the boring part of sex. Intercourse feels ok, but generally I like foreplay a lot more. I fucked her for a while, putting up her legs every now and then, but other than that, no changes in position. I let myself cum rather quickly. The whole act lasted like 30 minutes or so. It was satistying, but just so damn plain. I thanked her and left pretty soon after. I knew I didn't have to wake up early next morning, so I got in my car and started driving towards Helsinki. The time was about 11 pm.

Now I better introduce this other girl I'm about to meet. She's an old fuck buddy I haven't seen in a while. Her, too, I met through the Internet. She's a nude model, which you probably wouldn't believe if you saw her live. The pictures of her are rather good, but she's not as hot as you'd think a nude model has to be. I'm not saying she's not hot, just not that hot. I'll call her Diana.

I talked to her on the phone earlier when she was already in the bar. She told me that Sabrina was at the bar too. That caught me by suprise. How the fuck does she know I know Sabrina? Unfortunately I can't tell you where the connection was cause I'd be giving too detailed information, but anyway, the girls are now in the same school. So I had two "projects" in the same bar. That didn't sound very good to begin with, but as I thought about it, it really wasn't that bad. I hadn't promised either of them anything and they both knew that I don't make exclusive deals. And anyway, the damage, if there was any, had already been done since they knew about the situation and probably had talked about each other's involvement with me.

I got inside the bar and called Diana to meet me at the door since the bar was packed. She did and she was very drunk. Of course that was no suprise, I could hear that when we talked on the phone. I was about to buy a beer but she insisted that she buys it for me. I didn't mind. We walked around talking to people and she kept wanting to hold my hand and stuff. I didn't like it very much cause I knew that I could bump in to Sabrina anytime and there could be other people I knew as well. I didn't dare throw her hand away though.

Luckily we weren't holding hands as we bumped in to Sabrina. I hugged her and talked to her for a while, but the situation was somewhat awkward. I let her get back to the dancing and continued my tour around the bar with Diana.

We found a table at the corner of the bar and sat down. She put her arms around me and being quite drunk she thanked me for just being there and so on. She opened up a bit and shared some of her sorrows. I really didn't care much, but I was polite. Soon I told her I was going to leave soon and asked her if she wanted a ride home. The time was 1 am or so and the bar would be open until 4 am. Still she took my offer.

We got in my car and started driving to her place. She had her hand on my thigh. We were just talking about normal stuff. She was still very drunk. She asked me to come to her place and just sleep next to her. She'd said stuff like that before and it had always lead to sex, so I agreed to go upstairs for a while, but I told her I probably wouldn't sleep there.

As soon as we got in, I went in to the bathroom. I know she likes sucking cock a lot and I remember her being rather good at it. The problem was that I had just fucked a girl with a condom on and she'd taste it on my cock if didn't do anything about it. So there I was in her bathroom, washing my cock in her sink. I laughed to myself at the sillyness of the situation.

It was a good call. After a while we did start kissing and groping each other. I stripped her naked and she did the same to me. She started sucking my cock as I had foreseen. I was disappointed. The last time she sucked my cock it was absolutely great, but this time her teeth were involved. I could tell that she did have the right touch, but the teeth spoiled it all. It didn't hurt much, but enough. Her horniness saved me since she quite soon got on top of my and started forcing my cock inside her.
"Have you got any condoms?" I asked.
-"Have you got any diseases?"
-"No"
-"Then don't worry, contraception is taken care of"
-"So you're on pills?" I asked, just be sure.
-"Yeah"

And so my cock sank in to a pussy. Second time today, which turned me on a even more. It does make you feel like a real stallion to get two different girls during the same night.

She rode me with vigor and I pushed against her with a lot of strength. After a while I told her to turn over so I could fuck her from behind. I smacked her ass a bit and pulled her hair. Then we moved on to the missionary. She had told me earlier (when we were more active fuck buddies) that she never cums during intercourse, so I pulled out and started licking her. She moaned and seemed to be enjoying it, but eventually told me "It's hopeless, I'm too drunk". Ok, so I wouldn't be able to make her cum, but I did try. I continued fucking her, changing position every now and then.

I couldn't help thinking about a blowjob. I hadn't had a decent one today and as I said, she should've been able to give it. She'd told me she loves sucking cock and proved it quite a few times by simply giving me a blowjob with no favors in return. Once she sucked me off at an almost empty movie theater. She always swallowed everything nicely. Thinking about the earlier blowjobs made me want to try again. I told her I wanted to cum in her mouth and she said ok.

I got on my back and she started sucking my cock. What a big mistake. This time, it hurt like hell. It was just a little below intolerable. I couldn't help twisting and turning a bit, but I didn't want to say anything. I guess she was too drunk to notice. I just thought I'd take it for a moment and then think of an excuse to cum inside her. I didn't have to since soon she stopped, telling me that her throat was too dry. You can imagine that I didn't mind. So I turned her over and stuffed my somewhat sore cock in her one more time. I started pounding and then blew my load inside her.

She wanted me to stay over and sleep with her. I didn't want to, but I couldn't think of a good enough excuse and I didn't want to be impolite so I did. I would've liked the comfort of my own bed, especially as I felt the beginning of a cold. I got up early, drove home and continued sleeping in my own bed. Now I'm writing this, drinking tea and having a sore throat.

Ok, so I ended my dry season twice last night, but unfortunately neither was all that great. I need to find some time with Iina or get Helga back. With those to girls, everything feels great. Read more about the good times I've had with them in these entries.

Oh, yeah, almost forgot to reply to the comment about the pictures. I have thought about it, but I'm not sure it's a very good idea. If the girls knew I was publishing porn pictures of them on the Internet, they'd fucking kill me. If not by bare hands, then by using an attorney. Of course I'd post them so that you couldn't see any faces or anything and so the girls probably wouldn't even regonize theirselves even if they somehow happened to see the pictures, but it still is a big risk.

Helga balancing on a blade

I bumped into Helga on Tuesday. She was part of a dance show at a party. I couldn't talk to her much since her friends don't know anything about our little games and they probably don't even know that she momentarily broke up with her boyfriend. I sent her a message telling her I liked the dance. Ok, so I broke my promise, but it was just a compliment and nothing more. The next morning she replied with a message saying "I'm horny". I couldn't help smiling ;)

It got me thinking about the good times I've had with her. I replied "So am I, but I promised not to contact you". Unfortunately her next message put an end to my wet dreams. She told me she shouldn't have sent the previous message and that she really does want to give it a shot with her boyfriend. Looks to me like she's balancing on a blade. Well, anyway, I'm not going to push her over the edge, but if she does happen to fall over to my side, I'll be there to catch her.

Still no sex because my schedule is all booked from early morning to late night. I think I'm gonna have to cancel something soon and get laid or I'm going to burst.

The still water

Reason I haven't posted anything for a few weeks is simple. Nothing has happened. I've been living in selibacy because I've been too busy to meet any of the girls.

I did see Aino on Sunday and we would've had the time to have sex, but we didn't. Mostly because of me. I just didn't feel like it at the moment. Well, err.. I was horny as hell, I just didn't feel like having sex with her. As I have told you earlier, sex with her is rather boring and in a lot of ways jerking off is more rewarding. Why do I continue seeing her? Probably because of her absolutely awesome tits. And of course, you can teach a bad lover, but even that is a lot harder with her cause she's not especially willing to learn. She likes simple vanilla sex and nothing special. God that pisses me off. Come on girl, get wild!

Hopefully Iina and I can find some time together this week. I can't wait to get her lips around my cock and my tongue in her pussy.

Sabrina is also back in Finland again. Last time was somewhat disappointing , but still I do want to have sex with her. Maybe she was just a bit turned off after what happened and couldn't "perform" any better.

I've been seeing Tea a few times and she even spent the night at my place sometime ago, but she still clings on to her innocence. She won't take her clothes off and when things start to get heated she breaks it off, which is really frustrating. I like her company though.

Thanks for the comment, World of Wylf. It's nice to know that someone is reading the stuff. Thanks to you, I'll update more frequently. I do have a lot of things I can write about even if I'm not getting any =)

Meanwhile, this celibacy is driving me nuts. Funny. A few weeks really isn't that long. After I stopped dating, I didn't have sex for months and it didn't bother me as much as a few weeks bothers me now. I guess I've become more addicted to it. I like the fact that I can have sex with no obligations at all.