I'm officially dating

This is what we've come to. I've been single for over two years, but now I've finally found someone worth dating. Unbelievable and surreal. My head still can't quite keep up, but I'm sure it'll catch up when it's time.

It's so wrong that partyflickan hasn't found anyone, but I have. I would've wanted her to find someone before me since she definately deserves it a lot more than I do. I was happy being single, at least most of the time. Come on, male readers, go pick her up, she parties at Kalle (a bar in Helsinki) a lot. When you do, tell me if she takes it up the ass ;)

I've been seeing Jenni almost daily. When I'm not with her, I think of her, which is kind of sweet but still somewhat disgustingly iggy-romantic. In my own defense I have to say that mostly I think of fucking her and treating her like a slut. I can't wait to sink my cock in her ass again.

There's still a lot on my list of things to do before I die. I haven't had a girl lick my asshole while another sucks my cock. I haven't fucked a girl the ass and then have another girl blow me. Maybe it's possible to do a threesome with Jenni and some other girl, but to be honest, I doubt it. However, the fact is that I'll always have fantasies I'd want to act out and unfortunately you can't always have everything you want. At the moment I'm willing to postpone those wet dreams until later and have a go at a real relationship.

Aino confessed yesterday that's she's in love with me. Nothing new there, though I have to say I do feel bad about my behavior concerning her. I've been misleading, no doubt about that. I've been giving out signals saying I want her, but still I've rejected her when we've gotten too close. Now, once again, she dropped on her knees in front of me (no, not really, only metaphorically), but I just pissed on her. Aino, I'm sorry, I really am. I don't know what to say or do.

To be or not to be?

I rejected good sex for the first time in quite a while. Of course I've rejected girls whom I didn't want to fuck, but today I said no to Evita and I really did want to fuck her. My world is upside down.

I don't really even know what our relationship really is with Jenni called. Technically speaking we're probably not dating at the moment. At least I wouldn't call her my girlfriend quite yet and I don't think she'd refer to me as her boyfriend either. But I think I would feel a bit guilty if I fucked Evita. How boring.

So far she's slept at my place every night since Saturday. Today she's not coming, but she'd want me to sleep over at her place. I'd want to go, but I'm not yet sure if I'm going simply because of practical reasons. It's a lot harder for me to get to work from her place.

The sex hasn't been quite as wild as it was on Saturday, but still good. We tried anal a few days ago again, but we probably should've let her ass rest a bit longer since it hurt her. Naturally we immediately stopped she told me it doesn't feel comfortable. The great thing is that she asked me to fuck her up the ass. I was thinking I'm not going to for a few more days, but she wanted it so I thought "what the hell, why not give it a try". Well, I suppose a longer break is in order before I get to enjoy her ass again.

I'm really having a hard time letting go of my current lifestyle. I love being able to fuck anyone I want. I love flirting and hitting on girls. I love the chase. I'm not sure if I'm quite ready to settle down yet. The question that bugs me is if I'm ever going to be ready if I keep living like this?

Thanks for your comments everyone! You always bring out something new.

Lust, sex and sodomy with Jenni

It's hard for me to admit this, but I've had too much sex during the last few days. My cock is sore from all the fucking. All this thanks to Jenni, the little nymfo I met a week ago.

I had a busy Saturday, but after I finished all my scheduled meetings by midnight I joined Jenni and her friends at a bar. We had a blast and continued to her friend's place after the closing light signal. We drank until 6 am then left the after-party and took a cab to my place, where the fest really started.

We fucked for 3 hours! I kid you not. I don't know about you, but 3 hours is a lot to me. The whole scene had a lot of similarities with the session I had with Helga a while back. It was awesome.

I was honored and privileged to take her anal virginity. Boy did I have to persuade her to let me. The conversation was something along the lines of "I wanna fuck you up the ass" to which she replied "Ok". Now that's the way it should work everytime!

I have to say I probably should've been a bit more gentle on her brown rosebud. I didn't hurt her there and then, but I did fuck her too hard and too long for it to be her first time. Her ass ached the next day, but then again, so did a lot of other places too. Anyway, the good thing is that according to her, despite my overeagerness, her first anal encounter was a positive experience.

I also loved her foul language. The typical pattern is me saying "Tell me you're my slut" to which the girl replies "I'm your slut". Sure, that's hot and sexy to hear, but you won't believe how much better it sounds when you finish it off with "Do whatever you want with me" like Jenni did. I was all her's.

She dominated me a bit. I jerked off in front of her as she commaned, she choked me and rode me. Nothing big, but a lot more than most girls I've met are ever capable of. I loved it and I want more. She said she wants to tie me up. I'm all for it, of course.

Her cock sucking was good, though there's some minor adjustments I need to make. For example, she pulls the foreskin a bit too far back and that hurts. I'll have to advise her next time we fuck. And of course ask if there's something I can improve on.

On top of sucking my cock she also licked my asshole, the little slut. I've met her a week ago and already now she's going places only Laura has gone before. I dated Laura for two years to get her to lick my ass. Makes you wonder, doesn't it. If I date this girl for two years we're probably experimenting with how good it feels to be shot at with a handgun or something.

What I didn't like however was the role switching from dominant to submissive and vice versa. It just didn't work at all. It really shouldn't happen on the fly. You agree on the roles first and then you live by them. Of course we didn't agree on any roles verbally, but I hated when I was dominating her and then suddenly she switched the whole scene around. She should've let me finish first. But I'm sure that's something we can improve on. After all it was the second time we had sex and still it was far better than the sex I've ever had with Laura.

I simply love her open attitude. I'm sure some of it was due to the alcohol rushing in her veins, but still. I'm not sure if she said "no" to me once. I even made her suck my cock after anal fucking and she was happy to oblige. I fingered her ass and made her lick my finger. I had her bend over my legs and I spanked her like the naughly little slut she is. Oh, I was in heaven.

After Saturday she's spent the last two nights at my place. We've both been really sore from the 3 hour session so our sex has been somewhat more gentle. I've craved her ass everyday, but when sober I've been smart enough to let it rest a bit. Last night though I told her I'm going to fuck her up the ass the next time I see her. Unfortunately I don't know when I'll have time for her. Hopefully soon.

The weirdest thing is that I think I'm dating her. I think I have girlfriend now. Shit. No, great! I don't know. I really like being with her. She's really sweet, fun and beautiful. She really might be worth the risk. But then again when the girl at the reception of my office started a conversation with me for no reason at all and pretty much smiled and flirted with me all the time I find it hard to not go for it. She is very hot!

I'm puzzled and not quite sure what to do. Opinions are welcome as always.

PS. I almost forgot to mention that I cummed on her face on Saturday ;)

Sex on the first date with Jenni

"I don't fuck on the first date", she said. A little later she was pulling my pants down anxious to feel my cock inside her. I think things worked out just fine.

I met her last weekend and we had our first date yesterday. We had a beer at a bar in Helsinki, but since the company was very entertaining, we ended up having a few more than just one. I invited her over to my place and she gladly accepted. We were both pretty drunk when we got to my place and it didn't take long for things to get really heated.

We were sitting in the kitchen, drinking beer. I wasn't conciously driving us towards sex when I kissed her. Things started moving really fast and suddenly my hands were inside her pants and to my pleasant suprise she didn't have any panties on. A few seconds later she was bent over the table and I was fucking her from behind.

After some she turned around, kneeled and swallowed my cock. She was actually somewhat good at it, above average. The most evident flaw was that she didn't pull the foreskin over the knob with her hand when she was pulling out. It just feels incomplete when you don't do it far enough.

I lifted her up on the table and licked her pussy for a while and then continued with the fucking. I fucked her long and hard. I really put a lot of effort into it. Actually probably a bit too much since after a while she slowly started whimpering with every thurst I made. She stopped me because she said my cock was simply too big for her and she's spent. I was a bit puzzled and said I was sorry for hurting her.

She started sucking my cock again. I asked her if it was OK to cum in her mouth and it was. She didn't swallow, but spilled it all over herself. I'm not sure if it was deliberate or not.

We showered together and when I asked her why she didn't tell me earlier if it was hurting she said it felt great until it rather suddenly turned painful. It is true that she wasn't whimpering like that ealier during the intercourse. It's still weird though, my cock isn't really that big.

Anyway, she's a nice girl and actually I'm seeing her again tomorrow. We'll see what comes out of it. We've been talking on the phone quite a lot and I don't think she's quite a match for the sex freak in me, but maybe I can make her grow a bit twisted. I love ruining innocent girls.

I was suppose to meet Aino this week, but we just couldn't find a time that would be suitable for both and therefore she's postponed until next week.

Evita and I have been trying to find time too, but so far it hasn't worked out. We're both pretty busy so it's not easy. Blah, I only wish I didn't have to sleep so much, then I'd have a lot more time on my hands.

Winter got me

I have to say I like being missed, but that's not the reason I haven't been writing. I've been so busy lately that I've had trouble finding time to eat and sleep. On top of this all I caught the worst cold I've had in ages on Tuesday and since then I've been on the brink of suicide with all the coughing and sore throats. I hate being ill!

I've tried all the cures I know, but I don't think anything will work until I slow down a bit. Unfortunately my timetables won't allow me to do so properly. I've already tried skipping some of the not so mandatory stuff, but there are things I simply can't cancel, even though I am ill. A lot of people will probably think I should just cancel anything, but even my mom agreed with me that some of the meetings I have I can't cancel even though I am very ill so nothing is going to convince me otherwise. Mom knows best. She however does think that I shouldn't arrange such tight schedules for myself, but that's another issue.

I was suppose to meet Evita last Thursday. She called me up and asked if she could come to my place. I guess she's over whatever she's been going through. I don't know what got into her, but then again it's none of my business. We're just fuck buddies and the best part of that is that you don't have to explain anything. Anyway, I got home so late that we had to cancel. The good thing is that she's available again. I just need to find the time for her.

Aino split up with her boyfriend. At the moment she's out of town, but we agreed to go out together when she gets back home. She's never had Indian food so I thought I'd take her to an Indian restaurant. That is, if I find the time. Blah.

There's stuff I have to do tonight, but I'll try not to end up in a bar afterwards. I already managed to keep myself out yesterday. I'd so wanna get wasted. You, my dear readers, are going to have to do it for me!

When going out, wear something special! Of course it's for the opposite sex too, but even more it has an effect on your own self-esteem. When you look special, you feel special. Nothing is sexier than self-confidence, but don't get cocky!

If you have any good tips on how to get rid of the flu, I'll be happy to try them out. I've already tried masturbation.

PS. There's some nasty bugs with the Blogger Beta composer, I hope this comes out right.