Julia finally got the message

She's been calling me almost everyday. I always intentionally sound bored and end the calls quickly. It's been going on for weeks. I just completely lost interest in her. Today, finally, she managed to read between the lines and understood the situation. She sent me a text message asking if it would be better if we were just friends.

I saw Tea on Sunday. I was planning to have sex with her, but when she got to my place I just didn't feel like it. Or maybe just not with her. We watched a movie and I gave her a lift home.

After that I drove to Aino's place. I haven't seen her in quite a while. Her body turned me on, but she was holding back. She was a bit ill so I guess she wasn't feeling especially sexual. I took the hint.

All work and no sex makes Farewell a dull boy. I'm just too busy. If I find the time to have sex I'm so tired that I just want to sleep. I'm going to have to ease off a bit or I'm going to burst.

Btw, I talked to Sabrina. She's not dating anymore. This might give me a chance to finish what we started.

Nothing big

Nothing big has been going on. I haven't had time to meet any of the girls.

Julia has been calling me and trying to meet me. I'm totally bored with her. All the stuff I used to think are cute now just annoy me. The same has happened with other girls before. I don't like to talk to her on the phone anymore. Now she seems to be all the things I don't want in a girl. Yeah, the failed sex attempt does have an effect, but it's not just that. It's everything. I haven't dared tell her yet, but I will eventually if she doesn't wear off naturally and my mood doesn't change.

Laura has a boyfriend nowadays. On Monday I asked her to come to my place to watch a movie and have sex, but she refused because of her new boyfriend. Actually, she cheated on her last boyfriend with me and I recall her panting something like "I can't get this kind of orgasms with anyone but you" when she climaxed. But anyway, I accepted the "No" like a gentleman.

Actually Laura wasn't my first option. I tried calling quite a few girls on Tuesday, but everyone was either busy or out of town or something. I just couldn't get any, which sucked big time since I was really horny. Luckily jerking off often gives you a lot better orgasm than bad sex. And surely I could've fucked one of the girls who are sort of below my limit. The kind who are ready for anything as soon as you call them but you just don't think they're good looking or attractive or sexy enough.

It's funny to think how I sort of look down on certain girls because I know that I could call them in the middle of the night and tell them to come suck my dick and they probably would, but then again there are girls to whom I am probably same kind of puppet. Girls such as Angelina Jolie, etc. ;) Nah, seriously, there are a few I can think of that I would do a lot of weird things to get in bed with.

I know my weekend is going to be busy so I'm not sure if I can fit any sex in to it, but I have to get some soon or I'll burst. It's seems like it's been ages since I had sex.

In need of Viagra?

I met Julia last night. We talked about our relationship and hopefully things are clear now. Neither of us want to date at the moment so were just going to stay as fuck buddies who also like each other's company.

After the conversation we started playing around a bit. I was feeling really tired and not up for it, but thought that I'll get in to the mood soon. This time her panties were not of grandma-style. She had a pink thong on.

I had been to work all day and was feeling somewhat sweaty so I said I wanna take a quick shower. I told you about my "hygiene fetish" a little earlier.

When I got back we started fooling around and eventually we were both naked and foreplaying. When I got to her pussy I wondered why she hadn't come to the shower with me. It wasn't as bad as it was with Laura earlier, but it was discomfortable. I bet a lot of guys know the feeling when it takes the first few minutes to sort of lick the bad taste off. Not nice.

After that she sucked my cock. This time her technique was more off than last time. She squeezed my balls rather hard which didn't feel good. She kept at it for quite a while until I pulled her up.

We kissed and cuddled for a while. For some reason it felt like her breath also smelled funny. I suggested I go get a condom. Well. I couldn't fucking find one. I spent like 5 minutes looking. Usually I keep them at one certain place, but this time there was nothing there even though I knew I had like 8 or 9 condoms left. Well, I did have a spare one of another brand that I don't especially like, but can use in case of emergency.

Once I found the condom my hard-on was gone. No suprise though since it took that long to find a condom, I wasn't feeling especially horny, and there was nothing especially sexy about the foreplay.

I fingered her and meanwhile stroked myself to get it back. It didn't happen. After a while she noticed that I might be in need of some help so she started sucking my cock. Life was coming back to it, but then she started with the ball-squeezing again. It hurt and so for the first time in my life I lost a hard-on while getting a blowjob.

I told her that it isn't going to happen tonight. She asked me what was wrong. I told her I'm just really tired. It seems she knew there was something wrong with her technique since she asked about it. I told her what she did wrong. She was pleased that I told her.

I asked if there was something where I could improve. She told me it's hard to say cause I am really good. Well, that sounded nice. But sometimes I push my finger in too deep and that I use my tongue a bit too roughly. Well, since she was still feeling really horny I fingered and licked her in to an orgasm, applying the things I had just learned.

Ok, so it wasn't the a completely useless experience. Didn't get much pleasure from it, but at least I learned something.

It's just funny how always when you lose a hard on you start think about impotence. There was a lot of stuff that was just plain wrong about the situation, but still I can't help wondering if I'll lose my sexual abilities already when I'm 40 or something.

PS. I found something funny, which also may have a seed of truth in it.

Should men shave their pubic hair?

Tell me what you think in the comments. State your own sex also, please.

I am asking this cause I'm not quite sure. A girl has to be shaved if you ask me, but it's a bit different with guys. A girl's pubic hair makes giving oral sex a lot more discomfortable, but it doesn't matter that much with a guy, does it? Well, if the girl wouldn't neglect the balls then it would matter, but unfortunately that happens rather seldom.

At the moment I'm shaved. I only have a tuft of hair above my cock.

Sunday Masturbation

Here's a few galleries I masturbated to today. I found them from TheHun.

TushyLickers

Chance

I imagined myself in the room with those two girls in the first gallery. The girls would be like this, except that the dildo would be my cock. After a while I'd pull out and put my cock straight in to the other girl's mouth. I've told you about this fantasy earlier.

I like the girl in the latter gallery. She's just so damn hot. She looks so good with a cock in her mouth and I like the look on her face when she takes a cock up her ass.

Rescheduled due to throbbing crotch

It's been a busy week. Still it's funny that no matter how full you schedule is you can always squeeze in some time for sex if you really want to. I arranged some time for Susanna, but she cancelled. It pissed me of since her reason wasn't any good and because of her I rescheduled some meetings. I don't like people who cancel without a valid reason. It's not polite.

Susanna is different from the other girls. She's dumber than average. She's the only girl I'm not attracted to at any mental level. It's purely physical. Usually I talk a lot on the phone with the girls I'm warming up. I hate talking to her. I have to cause she needs attention, but I hate it. A reasonable conversation is impossible since she just speaks out her opinion as the absolute truth and won't listen to any arguments. She's like a little kid who's still convinced that Santa Claus really exists and won't listen to reason no matter what. If it weren't for her awesome body I wouldn't want to have anything to do with her.

Julia is having her problems with our relationship. She's probably just a bit too affectionate for this kind of stuff, but I've been honest with her as I have with all the other girls. I've told her I don't want to date her so she's got the ball. If she thinks I'm leading her on, she can back away anytime she wants.

The more girls I meet the more I fear that there's not a single girl in the world who I could some day marry and have children with. I may be aiming too high, but I'm not a quitter and I don't want to settle for the second best. Well, at least I'm going to have a lot of fun while searching ;)

Oh, yeah, and thanks again people for the comments! Keep 'em coming!

The weirdest date

I met the girl from the bar today. I should be in bed already, but I just have to share this story first.

When I first saw her I was disappointed. Her face wasn't especially angelic and she dressed like a teenage queen. Her body looked great though so I did remember something right. I probably spent the whole night staring at her boobs so no wonder.

We went to her place where she offered me a drink. I was driving so I knew I couldn't consume a lot of alcohol, but one drink was ok. We started talking, sort of. It was more of her talking and me laughing at her rants and opinions. She wasn't exactly the sharpest tool in the shed. Luckily she knew that too and mentioned it quite a few times herself. I would've done fine without the reassurance though since it was rather obvious.

I found out that she'd had a few drinks before I arrived because she was shy. That was probably part of the reason she was so eager to share with me and didn't mind my laughing. And of course I laughed in a kind manner. She told me about a dog she had to leave behind when she moved out of her childhood home. She almost broke in to tears when she told me how much she misses it. I couldn't believe the situation. It was like it was straight out of a teenage comedy movie.

Suddenly we were talking about relationships and sex. She told me she doesn't want to date, but likes sex. Ok, so she was definately drunk already. I told her that we share a similar approach.

We went to the bedroom where she turned on a small lamp. She put on some music. We were still talking about stuff. I brushed my hand against her thigh as she walked past. She asked me if I could massage her thighs since they were rather sore from a workout. I didn't mind. She got on the bed on her stomach and I massaged her legs.

Her ass looked absolutely gorgeous so it didn't take long for my hands to wander to her buttocks. She pulled them off and told me that's not allowed on a first date. "Ok, so she wants to play around a bit", I thought. Every now and then I ran my hand over her buttocks as if I was changing the leg or something silly.

She turned around and asked me to massage her chest muscles. Funny. I did. Of course I also massaged her breasts, but again she pulled my hands off and told me that isn't not suitable to do so on the first date. I kissed her neck and her ear which she didn't seem to mind at all. "I'm really horny", she said. "So am I", I replied. So I thought I had already won her over, but I was wrong.

-"I don't fuck on the first date. I can show you my naked body, I like showing my body. But I don't fuck on the first date"
I didn't want to miss the opportunity so I told her to go on and she did. She moved away from the bed. She slowly took off her top and her bra. Her tits looked great. She turned around and slowly took her pants down with her ass stretching towards me. She turned around.

A gorgeous looking blonde was standing in front of me with nothing but string panties on. I told her to come closer. She did, but she was still out my reach. I told her to come closer, but she refused. She put on a bath robe and told me she doesn't fuck on the first date. "Ok, but you're not naked yet" I replied since I did want to see the rest of her. She took her panties off and thus showed me her landing strip. I asked her to show the other side too so she pulled the bath robe up and gave me a flash of her bare butt too.

I was horny as hell, but all I got after this was "You have to go now". Well, I acted like a gentleman and did as she told me. She closed her robe and came to see me out.
"You do wanna see me again, don't you?"
-"Yeah, and having sex with you now wouldn't change that"
-"I don't fuck on the first date"
And so I left.

On the way home I sent her a message "So what am I suppose to do with this hard on?" to which she replied "I'm glad you react to me in such a way. I'm hoping to make love to you very soon". Make love? What the fuck? Oh yeah, now I remember, it's something a woman does while a guy is fucking her ;)

What a surreal evening. I thought I was on top of things, but I guess I wasn't. She's got me on my knees and I'm begging for her to bring her pussy to my mouth. A great way of making sure I'll see her at least once again. But of course, if the sex nearly as great as her body, I hope to see her often.

She's definately not girlfriend material. I like smarter girls. But I really like her self-confidence. Self-confidence is the sexiest thing on earth and she's got lots of it. Let's just hope she didn't gain all of it from the alcohol.

Great sex with Tea, Susanna introduced

I've been seeing Julia a lot this week. She's a really nice girl and a few days ago I was really worried that I'm falling for her, but I think I'm better now. She's great, but she has her flaws and I'm looking for the perfect one ;)

Last night I saw Tea at a bar. I'd been in contact, but hadn't seen her in a while. When the bar closed we ended up at my place. I was really thinking of just sleeping since I was completely wasted and really tired, but she seemed to have another plan. Well, it didn't take long for me to accept the situation.

This time was a lot different from last time. I don't know what had happened, but the innocent little girl had turned into a woman. She sucked me off good and long, she'd shaved her pussy and she was a lot more confident and laid-back. The sex was great. I'm stunned. Maybe it was just that she was so drunk, but whatever it was, I liked it.

I also met a new girl at the bar. I'll call her Susanna. She was so good-looking that I thought she's out of my league, but being rather drunk I asked her to dance with me and she did. I'll be seeing her tomorrow. Let's just hope the booze hadn't affected my judgement. If I remember correctly she had great tits and she was wearing a miniskirt in which her legs looked very edible.

I'm feeling rather horny at the moment. I should probably jerk off. Nowadays I usually jerk of by browsing through The Hun and searching for anal galleries ;)