Fucking A

Remember how in October I was tested for STD's and came out clean? After that I only had sex with one girl before I started dating with Jenni. I've been living the life of a faithful, decent boyfriend, which means I haven't been fucking around like I used to. Of course that's when I get Chlamydia. Fucking A.

The blog turned out to be very useful in finding out whether I could've had it before I met Jenni. I used a condom with that one girl, as the blog post says. The chances that I got it from her are therefore pretty slim. When we started going out with Jenni she told me she'd been tested lately, but I guess now we know it wasn't lately enough. I'm not worried about her cheating on me. I find it very unlikely.

She was pretty pissed off at herself for infecting me. So was I at first, but I kept it to myself. Of course it sucks, but luckily Chlamydia is not that big of a deal. I haven't had any symptoms (neither has she) and in a few weeks it'll all be over with no permanent effects.

I guess I should simply take heed of this. I'm lucky it wasn't HIV. Hopefully this scare will make me realize the importance of protection. I haven't exactly been lightheaded about it before, but now I'm going take it even more seriously.

The receptionist

The reception girl at work got a promotion and she's moving to another location. I offered to buy her lunch to celebrate so I sort of accidentally got her phone number. Actually, I coulnd't even make it to the lunch, but we agreed to go some other time.

I'm not quite sure how to handle this. I'd love to go, of course. I keep convincing myself that she's just a nice girl and there's nothing wrong with female friends. And it actually might be that my intetions are pure, but I can't really figure myself out for sure.

However, the fact is that if I tell Jenni about this she'll be pissed and won't want me to go. I suppose that should be the tie-breaker. But I'm not married yet, I want to keep my options open. If I find a better brand of morning cereal, I change. Why should it be any different with girlfriends?

Of course, there's a time when you have to commit. I suppose that's what marriage is all about. But I'm not married, hell no. I can still look at the menu, so to speak ;)

Things are better again

Things are a bit better now. We discussed the issue and we both agreed: we need more sex. Since my last post I've seen Jenni twice and we've had sex on both occasions.

As it turns out, the problem was communication. We didn't talk about it, the problem got worse and I had to resort to the most extreme means: writing a blog post about it behind her back ;) OK, so it didn't really get very bad at anytime. I suppose some people let this kind of things pile up for months, even years. And of course, the longer you stay silent the harder it is to open your mouth.

It's funny that things even got to where they were since we both wanted the same thing. I really can't say what went wrong and where, why things didn't just roll along like they should have. Normally I'm not the kind of guy who keeps issues bottled up inside. I think communication is one of the most important things in a relationship and I've mentioned that a few times in the blog too. The same thing applies to almost anything in life: if there's a problem, make it visible. I guess I concentrated on other on-going issues in life so much that I didn't really give the whole thing much thought until I wrote the blog post.

Last night's sex was pretty amazing. In short: cock sucking, spanking, pussy licking, fucking, strangling, anal and then some cuddling. I fucked her up the ass first in doggy style and then with her on her back and legs in the air. The latter is possibly the sexiest position for anal sex because of the view. I love watching my cock sink in to her ass, right below her moist pussy.

Unfortunately, it wasn't perfect since afterwards she told me that her butt is bleeding. That it didn't hurt at the time, but afterwards a bit. She was fine with it though. According to her it was worth it. Great attitude, but I have to be more careful next time.

I was at a bar on Saturday. It's been a while since I've been out with the guys. It was awesome. Also a cute girl asked me to dance with her. After a while it was pretty clear what she was after, but I politely said no. Later she asked me to dance a few slow songs with her and it was so cute how she held on to me. It was like she was trying to squeeze out some tender loving. I guess she hadn't had any in a while. Had I been single I would've fucked her brains out, tenderly.

Now I gotta run and I don't have time to answer the comments on my previous post. I'll try to get them as soon as possible. They really helped me clear out my thoughts. Thanks for commenting, positive or negative!