Helpless

I guess I have to admit it to myself. I'm not very satisfied with my sex life at the moment. I probably had more sex when I wasn't dating. The quality is good, but the quantity severely too small. I've managed too see Jenni quite often recently, but still we've only had sex once since I last wrote. What's up with that?

Jenni sleeps over at my place often, but usually I have a lot of stuff to do also in the evening and when I'm done she's either very tired or already asleep. If not, then most probably I'm too tired. If it so happens that we're both horny, awake and available, then she's on her period.

Of course, the longer I am, so to speak, running dry, the more I think about fucking other girls. Fucking Iina, fucking the girl at the reception at work I've mentioned before or fucking a random girl at a bar. It's driving me nuts.

My current life situation in general isn't very relationship-friendly either. At the moment, a girlfriend is not my top priority. I know it's rude to say so, but it's simply the truth. If you can't handle it, you've probably seen too many Hollywood movies where love conquers everything. If I had to make a choice between a girlfriend and my on-going projects (work and hobby-related, not other girls), Jenni would have to go. I'm not interested in starting a family quite yet.

Fuck buddies are very convenient. You want sex, you schedule an appointment, have sex as planned and then get on with the rest of your day. No unnecessary cuddling, talking, just watching TV together. If in need of some closeness and still life, have a girl over for the night and enjoy it, but the good thing is that she'll be off your back when you're recharged again. No obligations.

During the extremely busy episodes in my life it's great when I can just skip the social stuff and jump straight to the fucking. With a girlfriend you have to watch TV, eat together and cuddle when all you need is a pressure reliever before you get on with your work.

Even though Jenni isn't the most important thing in my life at the moment, she still does mean a lot. I love her cheerful and social nature. I love her little habits and her laughter. She always manages to cheer me up, no matter how down I am. I wouldn't want to let go of her.

I don't know what to do. Please share your thoughts.

Food, sleep, sports and boredom

When I started this blog I decided I'd never apologize for not writing for a while. I feel like apologizing now, but I'm still not going to. I'd love to write more, but I have my priorities. I have to work, study, do sports and all sorts of other things I can't really tell you much about in fear of revealing my identity. I hope you all just bare with me during these busy times. I'm going to have to start reorganizing my life soon since at the moment I've got too much going on and I know it.

I've had a few pro-sports paragraphs before and this is one of them. I live with a minute schedule and I don't seem to have time off even on the weekends. In real life, a lot of people ask me how do I cope with all the hassle? Here's the three most important things: food, sleep and sports. You can't do sports if you don't sleep enough and eat well. If you don't do sports you're always tired, stressed out and feel like shit.

I'm not done yet. I've you order right now, you'll also get a bonus! A good-looking, fat-free body! Imagine all the girls/guys drooling over you everywhere you go since you're in such great shape. This can all be yours. Just keep in mind these three important things: food, sleep and sports.

"Ok, enough with the preaching. Get to the ass fucking!" There's not a lot to tell. I haven't had sex in a week and a half. Last night we had a chance to spend the night together, but she wasn't in the mood for sex and I was really tired too so we just slept. Boring, I know, but I rather enjoyed it. She's coming over to my place on Sunday and I promise I'll have something to report after that ;)

It's all anal

It's pretty freezing outside. My thermometer says -14 Celsius at the moment, that's 6.8 Fahrenheit. According to the weather forecast, tomorrow is going to be even colder. I guess that means no outdoor sports tomorrow.

Jenni is still very much my girlfriend. Anal play has become an important part of our sexual activities, which of course makes me very happy. The last few times however we've been a bit too eager and that always ends in pain. I'm saying "we" because I really mean "we". I haven't been shoving my cock up her ass that hard, she's been shoving her ass at my cock. The little slut is really into anal sex.

All in all, I'm pretty satisfied with my sex life at the moment. There's only a few annoyances, which so far haven't gotten out of proportion. I hate it how she controls our sexual activities. If I try warm her up and she doesn't feel like it, she'll make me stop. If I'm not in the intention of fucking her, I can't touch her pussy.

The way it should be is this: her pussy is mine. I do whatever the fuck I want with it, literally. And don't try telling me I'm being chauvinistic, my cock is just as much hers.

Iina has made it very clear that she wants to fuck me. She knows I'm dating, but I'm sure she wouldn't mind if she could just have her way with me. Naturally, it's not going to happen. If I'm going to fuck her I'll dump Jenni first, but I don't I'm quite there yet. I must admit, the thirst for a fresh pussy is strong.