One year of lust, sex and sodomy

I couldn't get to the computer yesterday so I missed my own birthday. Well, life's a bitch.

Best
The best sex I've had in the elapsed year was with Donna at her place when I was on a vacation. Unbelievable. I still think about it sometimes when I jerk off. There's only one thing I regret. When I was fucking her I should've her called her a whore and a slut in finnish.

Best partner is definately Helga. Our sessions always lasted hours and it was all just so great. I miss having sex with her. Here's a fun adventure with Helga. I should probably call her up.

Weirdest
The weirdest date was with Susanna. She gave me a tour around her body, but wouldn't let me touch her. We never saw each other after that one date. I wonder what she was after.

Weirdest stuff I posted was on independence day. What the fuck has that got to do with lust, sex and sodomy? I haven't got a clue. ;)

Interesting
So far I've been offered sex through this blog twice. I'm very protective about my identity and all kinds of details about my life so nothing happened in either case. I'm not saying that I'd never meet anyone through this blog, but it would have to be on my terms.

However I still find it hard to understand that some girls think my blog is sexy. I'm rude, insensitive, selfish and one-minded. Those are not the kind of qualities that I generally think of as sexy. Of course, the girls I write about will never know the true me since I'm a good actor, but you my readers, you know a lot. And how is this sexy, I don't understand. Interesting? Probably. Sexy? Hell no.

By the way, if you're ever feeling bored or talkative, do drop me an email or check if I'm logged into MSN. So far I've had very few contacts and I wouldn't mind some more. My address for both is releaving [dot] farewell [at] gmail [dot] com.

I have gained a few friends with whom I exchange emails. One worth mentioning is assshole. She's a fun girl, with a somewhat similar mindset. And for what I've read, she's hot too.

Statistics
This is post #98. That means I post approximately 8 times a month and 2 times a week. Sounds about right.

When I started this blog I'd had sex with 13 girls. A few days ago that number just turned into 21. So I've had sex with 8 new girls in a year.

It would be too hard to count how many times I've had sex, but the good thing is that even though I haven't been dating, I've had to go only a few weeks without any pussy and at least once a dry season ended rather nicely.

Gains
Read my first post ever. I think I've been true to the original idea of the blog. I try to write as realistically as possible since I have the protection of anonymity.

Nowadays I enjoy writing a lot. And it's great to have a such a good written history of your own sex life. It's fun to read the old stuff and reminisce on the good sex I've had.

Still I'm hoping to find the perfect girl whom I can concentrate on, but I'm enjoying my life as it is and I'm in no hurry. I wonder what will happen to this blog if I ever find a girl. We'll see then. I'm sure that you'll learn a lot about that girl's asshole if I really do meet someone ;)

It's been fun and hope to have at least as much fun in the future. There's a lot I want to experience before I turn old. Thanks to all my readers. Even though I do write this blog mostly for myself, you are dear to me.

Now I'm going to go jerk off.

#21 Jonna

I had a great midsummer at a friend's cottage. No sex, but that wasn't the intention of the trip.

Today when I got home Jonna and I talked on MSN and she asked if I wanted to see her today. I was feeling horny as hell, but I felt more like jerking off by myself than fucking anyone at the moment, but anyway I told her to come over.

It was rather obvious that we were going to have sex. I hadn't the slightest bit of a spark left for her, but I carried on my manly duties and made her orgasm twice. First by licking and fingering her pussy and then by fucking her doggy style. Her cock sucking was fine.

She has a mole between her asshole and pussy. Could there be any place less sexy? I'm sure someone would love a mole there, but I surely don't.

After the sex she suprised me in a good way. I asked if she enjoyed it and she said she did, then paused for a while and added: "There was something missing between us." I really wouldn't have thought that she could read me that well. It seems that very few girls do. I was impressed. She paused again and then continued: "But you have a lovely cock". Perfect.

I'm seeing the young girl I met a bus quite a while ago for lunch tomorrow. I've met her once for coffee since our mutual bus trip, but we've been in touch every now and then in MSN. I don't think anything is going to happen between us, but she does have a very nice butt.

Tomorrow evening I'm seeing Laura. I know the sex sucked last time, but when I look at the pictures I have of her I can't help but reminisce the good stuff we've had. It would probably be best if I just deleted the pictures, but how on earth could a man delete a picture of a woman spreading her ass cheeks just for you? I hope she'd just shave her pussy, but I'm guessing that's too much to ask. Even when I dated her I had to constantly remind her to do it.

Girls, I've probably said this a million times, but I'm going to say it again. Shave your pussy. Shave your pussy. Shave your pussy. Sure, there are guys whole like a bush, but I would say they are a minority so shave your pussy unless your man asks you to let it grow. Pubic hair just makes a pussy look less appealing and it's definately not as nice to lick when hairy.

A warm week in Helsinki

Nothing special has happened since the blowjob from Jonna. I've been too busy to meet her again, but she's coming to my place today. Maybe this time it's OK take off her pants.

Evita came back from her trip last week. I guess a small break was in place since I was really looking forward to fucking her. The sex was still rather dispassionate and she doesn't know how to suck cock, but I do love to dominate her. I also like her butt and her bald pussy.

I don't know why I haven't fucked her in the ass yet. I do finger her ass everytime we fuck, but I haven't talked to her about anal sex in quite a while. I probably should. It's just that I don't see her at all except for when we have sex and during sex we don't talk much. Her tiny butt hole is going have to expand quite a lot to accommodate my cock. I'm not saying my cock is that huge, I'm saying her asshole is so tiny.

It's been a very warm week in Helsinki and I even managed to squeeze in some beach time last week. Hietsu was pretty much packed. Some nice girls too, I must say. A lot of ugly girls too.

At the gym there's this woman who trains pretty much at the same times as I do. Her ass is absolutely unbelievable. I can hardly concentrate on anything when she's there since I have to align myself correctly with the mirrors to stare at her ass without her noticing. Un-fucking-believable. I'm telling you, it's one of the best asses I've seen in my life. The rest of her ain't that good. Good, but nothing compared to that ass.

I'd totally go for her, but I don't want to approach her or anyone else at the gym. It just isn't the right place. And anyway, she's somewhat older than me and while I think that's a plus I don't think she's looking for someone younger.

Happy midsummer everyone! Remember guys, if you're too drunk to fuck, just tell her to give you a blowjob!

Blowjob from Jonna

I forgot to tell you how things went with Jennifer on Friday since I ended up fucking a completely different girl. Well, it sucked. She didn't look as good and she was dumber than I remembered. Our meeting didn't last long. Most probably I won't be seeing her again.

I saw Jonna yesterday and today. She's fun. Still a bit dumb maybe, but sort of in a cute way. In a lot of ways, she's my kind of girl.

On Sunday things got somewhat heated. We kissed and caressed each other, but I wasn't feeling especially horny with that one-night stand still in my mind crystal clear and she had to go home early for certain reasons. I did however notice that she's a great kisser. It's not something I usually pay a lot of attention to so only the especially good kissers are noted. We agreed we'd see each other again the next day.

Today she came to my place again and I was all up for sex. When we were getting there she told me that her pants will stay on. I didn't mind. It wasn't about her being insecure or shy, she just didn't want to do it so soon. We did take off her shirt and to my disappointment her tits were somewhat saggy.

Anyway, I almost made her cum by rubbing her pussy through her pants. I did slide my finger under the pants, but she soon pulled it away cause she knew she woulnd't be able to restrain herself if she let me continue. She had shaved her pussy and she was soaking wet. I tasted my finger and when I offered it to her she tasted it too.

She lowered my pants and started sucking my cock. Finally a good blowjob! It wasn't perfect, she was a bit too rough every now and then, but she did make me cum so bad I almost fainted. Fantastic! Her ex-boyfriend must of watched a lot of porn films and taught her things since she made a mess of her face with my cum and smiled at me. That stuff doesn't especially turn my on, but it was nice.

All in all she could be a girlfriend candidate. I'm not quite sure yet. I do know that she's falling in love with me. I might be falling for her too, but not at the same speed. We'll see what happens. Sexually I love her self-assurance. It's just great when a girl is completely at ease in an erotic situation. It seems to me that it doesn't happen with most of the girls.

I can't wait to lick her pussy. And see her asshole, of course.

My first one-night stand

I was out with some lesbian friends and they took me to a gay bar. I've never been to one before. It was great. I loved the attention I got from all the guys. Probably about 10 guys chatted me up or tried to flirt with me that night. Yeah, I'm straight, but I guess I'm so egocentric that I could still enjoy the looks I got. Very seldom will a girl chat me up at a heterosexual bar.

What also made the experience so enjoyable was that all the gay men who came to talk to me acted like gentlemen. Most just plain and simply asked if I was straight or gay and when I answered straight they left me alone. During the night no one grabbed my ass or anything like that.

I flirted with a girl and soon she came over and asked me about my sexual orientation. When I told her I was straight I was stuck with her for the rest of the night. Well, I didn't mind since I was shitfaced, but normally I wouldn't have been very interested in her. She was below my standards. At least the standards I have when I'm sober. She was 6 years older than me which was a plus since maturity often correlates with experience. In her case it didn't as you will soon learn.

Early in the morning she ended up coming to my place with the excuse that she doesn't have any other place to go. We got in to bed and she told me to keep my hands on my side. I was tired and drunk as hell so I just tried to get some sleep. She wouldn't let me. She said she wanted to talk. Yeah, I bet. She wanted cock but she just couldn't say it out loud.

Soon we started kissing and I stripped her of her underwear. She was shy of letting me see her pussy. That's so frustrating. Girls, come on, don't be shy. Though it is true that her pussy wasn't something to show off. She hadn't shaved so I didn't have the slightest interest in licking her pussy either.

I had fingered her only for a minute or so when she asked if I had condoms. I guess she just wanted a quickie. I had to go to the bathroom since I really needed to take a leak. When I got back I took out a condom. Naturally my hard-on had vanished and she just wanted me to stick my cock in her right away. It doesn't quite work that way.

She had very little means of helping me get an erection again. Her looks didn't help either. I closed my eyes, stroked my cock and imagined stripping the pants off of a completely other girl. She giggled at me and that didn't help either. I already regretted the whole situation. Eventually I was able to struggle my cock inside her and I started fucking her. It didn't last long. So what.

I told her that I was absolutely too drunk to fuck which was true. I'm suprised I could even get it up at all. I apologized for not being able to please her. I guess she worried about my self-esteem since she kept asking me if I was OK. Her worry was wasted since I didn't have the slightest care in the world about pleasing a girl who was so unpleasing herself.

In the morning she left. We didn't exchange phone numbers. We didn't even say bye.

This was my first one-night stand. She also became the 20th girl I've had sex with. What a lousy fuck.

Lack of options causes lack of sex

Lately I just haven't been interested in sex at all. Why? Probably because of the lousy options for a partner.

I was really horny last Sunday. I saw Laura while hanging out with friends at a bar. She gave me a lift home, but she didn't want to come in for a quickie because she was too tired. On Monday and Tuesday she would've wanted to fuck me, but I already got rid off the excessive horniness by jerking off so I told her I'm busy even though I wasn't.

I met Aino after a long while. We watched a movie at my place, but I didn't make a move. Her body is still hot, but I'd probably just get into trouble for fucking her. She wants love and affection and I can't deliver.

Evita is out of town. I'd definately fuck her if she was here. Actually I don't even know when she's coming back. I'll find out.

Yesterday I was having a dull moment so I thought I'd call one of the girls. Thinking through the same options mentioned above I decided not to call anyone. Well, only twenty minutes later I get two messages from two different girls who I hadn't even thought about.

Jonna is a good-looking blond with great tits. I met her through friends. She's a bit dumb, but sweet. The only stopper is that she's had somekind of a thing going on with a friend of mine. Now that friend is dating, but still I'm not sure if he's OK with me fucking Jonna. I should probably call him and ask before I do anything. Unfortunately I worry that Jonna also would want something more than just take my cock up her pussy.

Jennifer is girl who's madly in love with me. I can't tell you how I met her, because it would be too recognizable for a real life friend who should stumble upon this blog. Anyway, she'd probably want me to be the mother of her children. Sadly however, she's a woman with dignity. Without the dignity I could walk all over her. I could give her the Dirty Sanchez or whatever. But blah, she wants to be respected. I'm meeting her tomorrow. We'll see what comes out of it.

Almost a year now

My blog will have it's first birthday at the end of this month. Great stuff.

I'm thinking of giving you some statistics and listing a few things, such as the highlights, the low points and the weirdest stuff. Feel free to share your opinion on which posts should qualify.

Is there something else you'd want to know about the elapsed year?

At the gym

The gym is not a good place for picking up women, but it's great for some eye candy. Hot girls in tight and little clothing. Most of the time I can concentrate on excercising and just stare at the girls when I'm having a rest, but there have been a few times I've messed up my own program because I just had to be in a certain place at a certain where the mirrors are just right and I can see certain things. If them girls only knew what's going through my head. Naturally they'd probably ask me to come home with them if they did ;)

So far I've never chatted up a girl at the gym. It's just not the place for that kind of thing. And I try to make sure I don't stare too much and make a girl feel awkward. If I notice any signs of irritation I stop. Luckily most hot girls don't mind flirting a little while sweating away.

However, here's a a clothing pointer, ladies:
Only wear thong underwear with tights, especially if you tights are white. Panty lines are not sexy.